AUTHOR NOTE : Hi Everyone :) So this is my first fanfic ( cheering ! ) So the first chapter will be really confusing because she don't get what happen before but in the next chapter you will know everything ! It's basically a Puckleberry Story . They're my priority but just so you know Santana got a big role and other character that 'id create too ! Sorry for the mistakes but English is not my first language ( yep i'm french ) so if you see any mistakes well tell me ( in a appropriate way ) and i'll correct it . I don't own Glee or any of the characters and please be sweet in reviews , it does SUCK to receive one and all the content is mean . So let's get started :)
P.S : OMG HAVE YOU SEEN BORN THIS WAY EPISODE ? The bathroom moment between Rachel and Puck was the cutest thing ever :) !

She slowly open her eyes . Feeling the water running throught her hair and cold hair making her body shivers . She had to do it . It was her only option , it wasn't a solution , it wasn't because she was scared . She only thought that it was the easier way to make everything alright again . She put the bathing cap and lay down on her back waiting for the water to flow . She closed her eyes , tears running down her cheek . This world were full of cruels people , full of hypocrites . She wished that life would have been different . The world made her wanna throw up . People didn't love each other these days , love doesn't count anymore . Sex and performance does . Family doesn't count anymore . Money does . It became too hard to live here . She went under the water and wait for the end to come as a last '' I love you '' run in her head .

4 YEARS LATER

'' Sometimes it last in love and sometimes it hurts instead ... ''

She whispers the last sentence and close her camera . She tried something new this time and think that maybe people will make good and constructive comments this time . Rachel couldn't believe that all the people that watched her videos on her my space account were students of McKinley . No . They must be some other people , sweet and gentle people that believe in her talent . She hear a loud '' bip '' and knew that somebody post a comment . Already . She didn't think that Adele would have made her so popular SO FAST .

'' QuinnBee : Oh please . Stop it you're pathetic Man-Hands ''

It was only the habitual comments nothing that she wasn't use to . Even if they were in Glee Club together for almost one year in a half the relation between her and Quinn Fabray was far away from pleasant .

'' Santana23 : Good One Fabray . Ru-Paul don't you get TIRED of humiliting yourself ? ''

And there's the little puppy of Fabray . Santana . Seriously what have she done for being treated like that ?

'' JaneTyler* : WTF Satan ? Why are you talking to Rachel like that ? By the way awesome performance Rach !

That last comment made her heart jump . There's no way Jane Tyler could be writting comments on her VIDEO . She haven't seen that girl for four years and after all the things they've been through and after the night that she disappears with her two others friends ... she just couldn't believe it .

'' Santana23 : Shit . ''

Oh yeah shit was the right word . Rachel had no big intelligent words in her mind right now .

'' JaneTyler* : Hell yeah it's me so can you explain why are talking to Rach like that ? ''

'' QuinnBee : Who are you ? Another freak coming to rescue Treasure Trail ? ''

Poor little Quinn . She had no idea who she was talking too . Some people thought by example that Santana was a freaking BITCH ( Yes she was ) but take Santana and multiply her by 30 and you get Jane .

'' JaneTyler* : Who I am ? Who the fuck are you ? And why are you talking to me ? And seriously you look like a nun on your profile photos and Quinn Bee as a name user ? Take you headbands Gossip Girl and shut the hell up ! AND RACHEL what's up with all those fucking stupid nicknames ?

'' Bunny* : Yeah like treasure trail ? WTF ? You're nothing close to a treasure trail ! XD

She burst out a laugh . She knew only one girl called Bunny and that was Jane best friend and her friend too well ... she think .

'' RachBerry* : Let it go girls . But WOW HOW ARE YOU GUYS ! it's been a freaking while ! ''

'' JaneTyler* : We will have all the time to catch up . The bitches are coming back home ;) See you Monday at schhhhoooollll SLUT :D ''

'' Bunny* : Yeah ! So you can show us all the hotties at McKinley ;) GET IT ? And Satan you're in deep shit .
Jane is PISSED . See Ya '

She just stop thinking for 2 seconds . They were coming back . After four years they were coming back ? At not just for a little vacation . They're actually thinking about staying HERE in Ohio . What was the point ? Jane told her she would never came back that being here hurts too much , that being here make her remember awful memories and she understood that . They were a family before . They were always there for each others until one thing destroy this beautiful friendship . Something that make all one of them run away but now was the time to face the truth .

'' RachBerry* : Let me tell you one thing Santana . You're really in deep shit .