Okay. Second story, hehe. I hope you enjoy this one like you did with my other one. Watch out for the twist later one… read between the lines. It will probably be in all Bella's POV.
Review, and give me feed backs on anything. I won't be answering much question about what's going to happen. It's not only Bella's and Edward's relationships that's going to go down the hill either...
Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer Owns All.
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Bella's POV
Proposed
My car is going at a relaxing speed of thirty-five miles an hour, surprisingly. I am the one who would usually rush. For the first time in… ever, and I mean ever, I'm going to go out to eat at this fancy restaurant and actually treat myself to a good meal. Of course, this is something that rarely happens so I just have to choose the fanciest restaurant in the city I'm currently living in, Phoenix.
I'd like to say that I pleasure the sun's ray. I love it, and welcome it always. Though, I don't get nightmares often anymore, I still prefer day time over night time. There is many and many reason for all of this, but most importantly it was a reason that I would not like to explain, but mainly it's because I can't get over things.
Things, many things…. My past is always something I never think of. It's the things that I can't get over.
I parked my car near the restaurant and got out swiftly. It was in the evening of the day, but there still were sunshine. I wore no jacket, just a long sleeve V- neck shirt with jeans and a pair of tennis shoes, mainly the fact that I still can't walk without tripping and falling flat on my face after all these years. But when I need to, I can.
I walked into the restaurant and it was already packed crowed. Thankfully, I've made reservation before coming here - I didn't want my dinner to be spoiled – so I was lead to my seat immediately instead of waiting in the long line.
Half way through my dinner the lights went out and it centered in the middle of the room to a table and was on two couples. Suddenly, everyone was quiet and so was I.
"Rafaela Linz, I've known you ever since collage and throughout our time, we've been a perfect couple. I love you, I will always love you, and I've always have love you. You and only you. Will you marry me?" A velvet voice spoke up from the spotlight.
The voice sound so familiar but I can't say I've heard it before. I don't think I've heard the voice like that before, but the velvet of the voice is cracking through my memory… I've heard some kind of velvet like that before… but where?
"Oh my god!" Rafaela screamed, "Yes! Oh my god! Yes, I would definitely marry you! I love you, Edward Masen!"
I froze on the spot. Edward Masen? I asked myself.
No, it's not him. It can't be him. There could be other Edward and Masen out there. Though, not popular anymore in this time….
Soon the guy stood up and kissed his fiancé. As soon as the broke apart, I saw his face. My heart literally stop right there, whether because it was once again smashed into piece after his proposal or because he was brilliantly beautiful still, I didn't know.
It was him. The same Edward I dated. It was the same Edward that broke my heart into piece back in high school. He was different now, though it didn't make him less beautiful or handsome. If anything, he looked more brilliant.
The sparkle in his eyes, his emerald eyes were sparkling with happiness, as the same for his new fiancé. His hair was still the same way I remembered it, bronzed and messy. Just a head where you can call a sex hair. It looked good on him, fits him.
His eyes remained on his fiancé now. They looked radiant, and joyful. His eyes were on his one and only. The way his eyes looks at her… made me jealous.
I wanted to be the one who he looks at that way. And for one time in my life, I was the one whom he looks at that way. But that went down the drain ages ago.
"Alright!" I heard Emmett screamed, "Eddie, way to go get 'em."
Edward playfully glared at his brother.
Edward had always hated his nickname, Eddie. And always puts on a bad face when he hears it. But he never minded me saying it… or did he?
"I'm so happy for you," Esme loving voice came out as my head shifted toward her, "Rafaela, I already love you as a daughter. No one even ever come to your place in any of our heart."
The pieces of my heart that was broken into pieces by Edward felt like they were stepped on hearing it from Esme. Not even Esme liked me.
But how could I not already know that? I've always been a burden to the family. This girl is probably way better than I'll ever be.
"Yes! Finally! You're finally going to get marry! I'm going to decorate your whole wedding! Ah! I can't believe it! Rafaela is finally my sister! I've always wanted her to be my sister! No one else in this whole world would I want to be my sister, ever!" Alice spoke in a shrill rushed voice.
Rosalie just laughed, but it wasn't her usual laugh when I saw her at the house. It was actually friendly… caring…. Did she really hate that much?
Seeing their family together so happy made me sad. I knew that he was going to move on. After all, he broke up with me for a reason. But I didn't want to see it. God always do things his ways and causes me pain.
Everyone was praising Rafaela, and saying all the good things about. I'm not surprised that she is not even similar to me.
But who was I? It was my own fault for Edward's break up with me. I have no one else to blame but myself. There was no way I could compare to the girl in that is in Edward's arm right now.
I wish so much I could just jump out there and beg him to take me back, and he'd say yes. If only life was that easy, but it's not.
I held my tears and started to applause them, whatever makes them happy, I said to myself.
Now, I made my way through the crowd trying to hold back my tears. After all of these years forcing myself not to ever cry about them ever again just broke down. And everything was all because of me to blame.
I shouldn't have even gone eating.
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