L
sat down, thinking. That seemed to be what he did most of the time
these days. Looking back, he wondered where his life had gone. This
Kira case was driving him insane with worry, but he couldn't let it
show.
And he still didn't know who the killer was. While he sat
there, wondering, he heard muffled footsteps. Raito. His eyes flicked
open from their previously closed state. He took a deep breath, not
quite ready to face the world.
But too late. Following Raito came
the whole crew. The Kira investigation team was soon all behind him,
their minds obviously clamouring to ask L the same question:
'Have
you got any further?' With all these people relying on him, he could
feel that he would at least have to say a few words of encouragement.
This he hated.
But Raito spoke for him. L heard none of it, but
the team seemed encouraged, and went about their daily work. L didn't
know what he would do without Light. But none the less, he was one of
his prime suspects.
L felt quite ashamed. He had gotten quite
attached to the younger boy, and felt guilty for looking into him.
But none the less, Raito was very likely to be Kira. The younger boy
was watching him, L noted. He seemed... eager. Suspiciously so.
There
was an alarm. What? Watari. He had deleted the data. That could only
mean one thing... Watari was dead.
Watari had been his mentor,
almost like a father figure. L was gripped by shock.
But... by
something else as well. While the rest of the workforce was
panicking, L felt a pain grip his chest. And then he saw Raito's
face. And he knew.
After all these years, all these childish
tendencies, he was dying. He always knew he would die young. After
all, there was no other option in the job he took.
But, he was sad
to say, he'd let people die himself, not caring. He'd never cared for
anyone else. And this had been his last job. Two words lurched to
escape his mouth. 'I've failed'. But they never came.
