Nightmares.
" You havn't lost me, I never had you" Jackson stated sadly.
"YOU'VE GOT ME, JACKSOOOON YOU'VE GOT ME" I shouted after him as he drove away.
I rung him to try and tell him to come back and let me try to explain some more. Next thing I knew his van was dissapearing off the road and down an embankment onto a train track, I began running but could not seem to get any closer and then I heard it the train hitting his van.
" NOOOOOO PLEASE NOOO, JACKSOOOON!" I screamed.
I opened my eyes and I was sat bolt upright in bed finding it extremly hard to breath, how did I get here, last thing I remember I was running to Jackson after the train hit him. I felt someone touch my shoulder and I shrugged them away harshly I didn't want anyone touching me all I wanted was to find Jackson.
" Aaron" I heard a familiar voice whisper.
" What the... JACKSON" I screamed turning abrubtly to face him.
Before he could even respond I quickly wrapped my arms around him held him tightly against me whilst I sobbed, he didn't say a word he was just happy to just sit and wait for my tears to subside.
When they finally subsided, he looked at me with concern in his eyes " Aaron what wrong" He asked.
" Ummm, its erm nothing just a bad dream thats all" I said embaressed that a dream had so much of an effect on me.
" Babe its ok, thats all it was, was a dream. Your ok" He soothed rubbing gentle circle patterns onto my back with his thumb.
" Its not me that wasn't it was you that was hurt" I said chocking on my words as the tears began to fall again.
The dream just felt so real and that moment on I decided that I would no longer be the person I am, I would be the person that Jackson needed, someone he could trust, someone he could confide in and most of all someone he could be safe and spend the rest of his life with. Before I could think anymore I was interupted by something licking my leg.
" What the hell are you doing" I asked looking at Jackson trying my best to look annoyed.
" Hey don't blame me, someones just a little jelous" Jackson laughed pointing to Clyde.
" Clyde, how the hell are you here" I smiled sitting up and leaning forward to make a fuss of my dog, the very dog that I thought I'd had put down only days before.
" Its where he usually sleeps" Jackson stated looking at me confused.
" Ughh that dream really messed with my head" I said slamming Jackson back down, leaning on top of him and finally falling back asleep, feeling the happiest I every have.