Brittana fanfic: Take One Step Forward #TOSF

I know it's short but I promise it will get longer as the story flows.

Will Santana and Brittany ever get together or be happy? Read it to find out!

Chapter 1: Love At First Sight (Santana's point of view)

I was just sitting there, remembering all the guys I've ever been with. None of them made me as happy as I feel when I lay with Brittany. But I can't tell her. Should I? I'm afraid she won't feel the same, she won't understand what I mean. She thinks sex isn't dating but for me sex is just a step forward for a long and nice relationship. I need Britt by my side everyday and night and... *feels a kiss on her neck*

- Oh, hey Britt!

- Hey San. What you up to tonight?

- Nothing really, why?

- I was wondering if you wanna go to breadstix...

- You mean, a date? *large smile across Santana's face*

- ...to help me with a surprise to Artie.

- Oh, ok.

- What did you say before San? I didn't hear you.

- Oh, nothing, forget it. Sure I'll help you.

- Ok thanks. Bye San.

- Bye Britt. *says goodbye with a small and fake smile*

I couldn't take it. The love of my life asking me to help her with her romantic surprise to another person and I say yes? That's not possible. I'm not going. *texts Brittany*

"hey britt sorry I think I can't make it, forgot I had plans".

"ok San, thanks anyways."

All I wanted to do was text her saying "I love you". But I would erase it and not reply at all. I kept this feelings for me, and I couldn't deal with it anymore. So I decided to get it over with.

*first, I remebered how I met Britt. It was our very first year on WMHS. I had no one, I was a bitch to everyone and never really liked anyone. They all sucked, weren't funny or nice, just sucked. I had no hopes about the people in that school till I met Brittany. She just got me. She's an angel, her face is angelical. I didn't know what I was feeling, people always told me that having feelings for people from the same sex is apparently "wrong", so I let it go. For a long, long time. I've dated many boys. Kissed a few thinking of Britt I must admit. I was just tired of not being myself, I just wanted to be myself. When I was sad, I would sit down and imagine how my life could be if I dated Brittany, how happy and how sure of I wanted i would be. But that was not just my decision, it was hers too*.

I got home after school, devastated. Got into my bathtub, holding my phone in my left hand, and scissors on my right hand. I texted Brittany saying what I really felt for her, and then with the scissors I cut my wrist. It was all over for me. No more hopes. Nothing else to do. No one to save me. It was all...over.

*flashback starts passing through my head while blood drips into the deep pool of red water in my bathtub. All this memories of me and Britt, together, linking pinkies, holding hands, snuggling, hugging, in bed... It was love at first sight...When suddenly I saw myself in this dark room, with only one window. I could see the light coming towards me, so I decided to get closer to the window, and when I did, Brittany was the one outside the room, opening it for me. 2 kids were next to her, and they were screaming "mommy mommy wake up", it was so beautiful...*

I was awaken by Brittany holding me and yelling at me to stay with her, I felt weak, my vision was blurry, all I saw was my bathtub full of blood, and Britt's clothes stained with the red color. Then I closed my eyes, and don't remember anything else.

TBC.