To: Yamanaka Ino

It's troublesome to write down my thoughts but otherwise it would not be less troublesome if I didn't.

Why, are you asking?

I guess, I'll have to explain:

On the first hand I'm not very good at writing and normally I would never even bother holding this pen and discribing all this stuff I'm trying to say momentanously, but on the other hand it would be very troublesome if I couldn't sleep because of all of this - again.

Instead of this very unpleasant sleeplessness, I might only try to fall asleep and then at midnight I'd definetly search for my cigarettes. In the darkness.

The next day then, my mother would argue with me about smoking at night and all this stuff -of course she would. That would perfectly fit her. You know how troublesome my mom can be.

So instead of a very troublesome conflict with a fury of my mother and dark circles around my eyes tomorrow I write it all down.

All 'bout this troublesome situation Im currently stuck in.

Because I like you.

And there is nothing more troublesome than realizing that there is nothing troublesome about that kind of feelings.

Whatever. Before it's getting complicated.

I mean, I like the way we're argumenting with each other. And I don't bother whether you're troublesome loud and emotional.

I don't even bother if you'll like to go out with me soon. Pinning down all the things I make wrong in dating a girl.

I also don't bother if you'll accept my marriage surgestion in several years and you'll give birth to two troublesome loud and also emotional kids.

So that all my planes about my future'll fail.

The whole day there will be no place for any lazyness or every now and then a Shogi or Go game.

I'll spend my time on watching over our older son and his younger sister. Although I'd planed to have them in rather reversed order.

I will quit being a shinobi when I got my third mental breakdown and then I'll look back on my entire life and I surely will admit it was not even a bit freaking troublesome for me, so I'll never regret anything.

So everything I wanted to tell you was...

that I simply what-the-heck-oh-my-god-what-the-fuck troublesome love you.

And I'm not going to bother changing it at all.

I don't really like signing under a letter and to be honest I've never written this much and I've never had something like that big ache in my right arm 'nd hand.

PS: Sometimes I think feelings are a true pain in the lazy ass.

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So that's it.

What do you feel about it?

I canged it a bit because as I read it again I nearly got a heart attack by all this mistakes I made. I bet there are still some, but I cannot find them. ot now. English isn't my first language and although it sometimes really pisses me of, when somebody writes that: Please be kind to me, and leave a comment about my failures here. Maybe I can correct them then.