01.01.07

Well its happened. Anakin has finally kissed me even though kissing is strictly forbidden for Jedi. I was on my way to get something to eat when I ran into Anakin and we collided resulting in us both hitting the ground hard. I apologized straight away of course.

"That's ok there was no harm done. I'm fine" Anakin told me.

Then he smiled at me with that killer smile of his. It made me want to melt inside. Of course I couldn't do that though.

"So where were you off to?" I asked him, having noticed that he was obviously heading somewhere himself.

"Obi Wan asked me to deliver a message to Tok Hin, another Padawan for him" Anakin told me.

"And why didn't you notice me before we collided"

Anakin blushed red before admitting to me that he had been thinking about me. It's no secret to me that he has feelings for me. I've seen the way he looks at me and I know he has seen how I look at him. I know he knows that I like him too. I mean he's so handsome and seems to be getting more handsome every day. I've known him since he was 9 and of late I can't get him out of my mind. I know its wrong but I just can't stop thinking about him. Thank goodness Ploon hasn't said anything but I'm sure he has noticed how I look at Anakin sometimes. I don't think Obi Wan has noticed anything either. Anakin told me he thinks I'm getting more and more beautiful. I know I have become a woman and that I AM good looking. But as a Jedi beauty isn't important to me. Anakin then asked me to go with him to find Tok Hin. Of course I had to get permission from Ploon first.

"I will need to get permission from my Master before I go" I said.

"I will wait here," Anakin told me.

I hurried off and found Ploon.

"Master, Anakin Skywalker has invited me to go with him to find Tok Hin to pass on a message from Obi Wan to him. May I have permission to go with him?" I asked.

"You may go but don't be too long. I wish to do some training exercises with you later" Ploon told me.

"I will be back as soon as I can," I promised.

I excused myself and hurried back to where Anakin was.

"I can go," I told him.

To be honest I was extremely happy that I could go with Anakin. And I did not miss his smile when I told him I could go. The two of us quickly made our way out of the Jedi Temple and found Tok Hin out on the streets of Coruscant. Anakin delivered the message and we headed back to the temple.

Just before we reached the Temple Anakin put his hand on my shoulder.

"I would like a moment before we go in. There is something I must tell you" Anakin told me.

I stopped and turned to face Anakin curious about what it might be.

"Farra I know this is wrong but I have feelings for you. I am deeply attracted to you and I like you a lot" Anakin told me.

I knew it!

"I've feelings for you too Anakin and I also know it is wrong" I said.

What was I saying? This could only go in one direction and that direction was a dangerous one. I looked at Anakin and he was smiling, his blue eyes radiating love.

"What if they weren't to know about how we feel about each other" Anakin asked me, "It can be our secret" he ended.

"Ploon already knows we are attracted to each other. He has seen how we look at each other," I admitted.

"Will he know if we act on our feelings?" Anakin asked me.

"I don't know" I have to admit.

Anakin smiles and steps forward. Placing a hand on my cheek he drops his head and gently guides my lips to his then kisses me. Yes KISSES me. Fireworks go up and down my spine, as his kiss is heavenly.

'Oh to hang with the rules' I think and wrapping my arms around Anakin's neck I pull him closer deepening the kiss.

Eventually we come up for air and draw apart.

"Wow Farra that was.. that was intense" Anakin told me.

"We better get back and we'd better pray that no one saw that. If even one Jedi or Padawan witnessed what we just did we are in deep poo doo"

Anakin nods and together we run back to the temple separating after entering as I had to join Ploon for those training exercises he mentioned. I made my way through the temple my mind on the kiss we had just shared. As I reached the prescribed meeting place I pushed the kiss from my thoughts. It would not do to have my thoughts betray what had just taken place between Anakin and I, as Ploon would not be amused. I did not want to be thrown out of the temple.