That on stupid night keeps playing over and over in my head. I was so stupid. I went to find Stefan at the boarding house…
"Stefan." I called.
"Nope just me." Damon said as he appeared in front of me.
"Where's Stefan?" I asked.
"He's visiting a friend up in Georgia."
I turned to leave when his voice stopped me. "You can stay and wait if you like." I turned back around and watched as he held up a bottle of whiskey.
Stupidly I stayed then one thing led to another and we ended up in Damon's bed.
That was two months ago and I haven't been able to look at Stefan quite the same way. I feel so guilty I wanted to tell him but I can't exactly walk up to him and say 'oh by the way, I slept with your brother.'
I haven't spoken to Damon since. I can't look at him without feeling guilty. I know it hurt him, how I just got up and left and begged him not to tell Stefan. So far he hasn't but one I know he will when he's drunk or angry.
"Elena?" Stefan said pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I asked.
"Are you alright? You seem to be distracted lately." He asked as we sat on the sofa at the boarding house.
"yeah, I've just been a bit sick lately." I said
"she keeps imagining my sexy body naked." Damon smirked as he walked in and poured himself a drink.
"go away Damon." Stefan said.
"No I'm being serious. Now she's checked out the merchandise she's considering swapping brothers."
"Wow your lies are perfectic." Stefan laughed.
"My lies. I don't see your girlfriend jumping up to protect her honour. Do you? Go on ask her yourself. We fucked." Damon laughed.
The tears just started to fall from my eyes as I looked at the hurt on Stefan's face.
"Is it true?" he asked as tears started to fall from his own face.
"I'm so sorry." I sobbed. "I didn't mean for it to happen. I was drunk. I'm so sorry."
Stefan charged at Damon who dodged his attack easy and sent Stefan flying into the bookcase.
Stefan pulled himself up off the ground and looked at Elena with hate. "I thought you were different. But you're not your exactly like Katherine." He spat.
"No please Stefan. I love you. It meant nothing. He means nothing. Please Stefan, I love you." I cried.
Stefan just shook his head then took off with his vampire speed.
"Elena?" Damon asked.
"Are you happy now?" I shouted before I grabbed my bag and ran out of the house not looking back.
as I got in my house I ran upstairs and slammed my bedroom door and jumped on my bed grabbing my teddy to my chest and cried.
It seemed like hours later that my tears finally stopped. I sat up on my bed and that's when I looked up at my calendar. I was late. I hadn't had my period in just about two months. Shit. With all the drama about Klaus I'd completely forgot.
I grabbed my purse and bolted out the house and into my car. I drove to the pharmacy. I brought the first pregnancy test I saw and then went back home. I went into the bathroom that I share with Jeremy.
The two minutes I had to wait to find out were the longest minutes of my life. Damon's words from when he took me to Georgia echoed in my head. Vampire can't procreate, but we sure love to try.
I couldn't be pregnant
when the two minutes were up I picked up the test and looked at the two lines visible.
I slumped down to the floor and more tears came.
"Elena? Are you okay?" Jeremy asked.
I'd been too absorbed in my thought to notice that he'd opened the door. I quickly tried to hide the test in my lap but he'd already seen it.
I quickly tried to wipe away my tears.
Jeremy sat down next to me and held out his hand. I handed him the test.
"Do two lines mean you're pregnant?" Jeremy asked. I nodded.
"Is Stefan the father?"
"Yeah I mean no. He might be. I'm not sure… it, it might be d-Damon." I stuttered.
"Damon-Damon?" I nodded.
"I didn't even think vampires could have children." Jeremy said as he wrapped his arms around me.
"I know, me either. But I swear it's one of them."
"I know. I believe you. Have you told them?"
"No I only just found out. But Stefan's left. He found out I slept with Damon and then he left." I could feel the tears threatening to fall again.
"I'm scared." I whispered.
"Hey it's okay. Do you know what you're going to do?" he asked.
"What do you mean?"
"Are you going to… abort it?" he asked softly.
"What! No. no, I couldn't."
"Well, congratulations." I giggled at that.
"Thank you."
"Come on. Let's go watch a movie and we can order pizza. My treat."
I stood up and Jeremy followed me as I opened the door that led to my bedroom. But froze. Damon sat on the bed staring straight in front of him. The look on his face clearly saying he'd hear every word of her convocation with Jeremy.
Well there's the first chapter. I know it's short but I will try to make the next one longer. Please review.