Ahhh It's such a beautiful starry night!

Wait that is a very bad first entry in my diary. Let's start again!

Hello my name is Mary-Lynette Carter but most people just call me Mare because it's shorter. I have a massive amount of nicknames like Mary-Lyn, Mary etc. But I am not a fan of any of them. I like the way my full name sounds Mary-Lynnette Redfern Carter (Woops sorry about that I'll explain later ;)). Well I'm going a bit off topic now aren't I?

Well anyway I am 17 years old and live with my father and my little brother. My mom died when I was smaller which I think helped me to mature a bit because looking after two boys is not that easy work to be honest. It can take quite a lot of your energy I tell you. I still put in as much as I can into education as I believe that is the most important thing in a person's life. To have a good education and to be able to do what you want to do.

Well anyway about my looks. I have long brown wavy hair that cascades down my shoulders like a waterfall. My eyes are a dark blue colour just like the sky at night which is so ironic! I am a normal looking girl not too fat not too slim. Just perfect for my liking! Just like a woman should be.

You ask if I have a boyfriend. Well it's complicated. There is this one guy that goes to school with me. He is totally stunning but every single girl in school fancies him and I don't think I have even the slightest chance with him. His name is Ash Redfern.

Ash. What can I say about him? He is a year older than me. He is the most handsome person I have ever seen with my eyes and yet there is this one thing about him that makes him so special. His hair is as golden as the sand on the beach. But the colour of his eyes. I can never truly tell what it is. It's like his eyes change colour from blue to purple to brown and so on. I can never fully register what colour eyes he's got. Another thing which makes him stand out from the crowd is that he is a cat. Well not literary but he looks very much like one. One lazy cat.

Ash has three sisters Jade, Kestrel and Rowan. They all look totally different and have very different personalities. I got to know them quit well now and I think that we are starting to get closer and closer to being friends especially with Rowan as she is very similar to me.

Jade is the youngest out of the three sisters. She is only 16 years old so one year younger than me. She has blond hair which is a very similar colour to her brothers. Jade is currently in a relationship with my younger brother as he is in all her classes. They can't get enough of each other. They are like two love birds that can't be separated. Even thought I am protective over my little brother I think these two suits. You should see how cute they look together.

The next in line Redfern is Kestrel. She is my age but not at all like me. She is mean. Yeah when you get close to her she starts to show her soft side but at the start she is so horrible to everyone she meets. She has Golden hair but not like ashes. Her hair is like the gold colour of the sun setting or the colour of the old gold. She has amber eyes which at first can be a bit freaky when she gives someone the evils but that can come in handy at school to tell everyone to leave you alone.

The oldest sister and the one I think I am the closest to is Rowan. She is 19 years old and so the oldest of the siblings. She is such a sweet and caring person. She has soft brown hair and cinnamon brown eyes which make you feel some comforting and she always knows the right things to say to someone when they are sad or upset. She can also calm you down if you are angry. I kind of look up to her as my role model because of this. She always is the nicest person ever and I wish I was like her some days.

Ahhh I forgot to talk about Mark my little brother. He is 16 years old and suffers from bad asthma since he was a little baby. He looks very similar to me except that his eyes are not as dark blue as mine are and of course his hair is shorter.

He is the main reason I started this diary. He believes that I am trying to hold too many things inside me and this can work to calm me down and also it will help me with remembering my memories later on in my life. I think he has got a point because this will help me relieve all these things that are on my back that I can't say to anyone else. For example about Ash.

MY dream for my life is to become an astronomer. To be able to spend all my life looking at the stars in the night sky. I do this now anyway because I want to learn and see as much as I possibly can whilst I can. I find stars so exciting. A new start is born every day and there are great phenomena like the supernovas which I wish I could see once in my life. To be able to experience the wonderful and sad death of a star with my own eyes.

Well right now I am going to go and do some star watching as the night is a cloudless one which is a perfect opportunity to go star watching. I have a while to walk my hill but it is the most perfect place to look at the stars from. Today Jupiter is in our orbit as well so I will be able to see that.

Goodbye diary and I hope I will be able to write more as fast as I can!

Mary-Lynette

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