It is July 1st, 2012 and I am walking down the street hand in hand with Chris, going to get coffee. We have been together for a while now, and things are really starting to get serious. All though a number of my fans, along with my mom, sister, Claire, Annie, Callie, Kurt, and Scott would much rather me be with Ian, I really think I love Chris.
Just as Chris and I are ordering our coffees, very different from one another, my phone begins going beeping with twitter notifications rapidly, along with a text from Ian. It seems that the #1 Worldwide Twitter Trend is, "We Want Lucy and Ian to Ustream". I sit down at a small table and call Ian.
After a few rings, I hear Ian's adorable voice e on the other end.
"Hey, Luc! Did you see the trend? Our fans are crazy amazing."
"Hey! Yeah, I did! Soo, when should we do the ustream? It seems… highly requested."
"As always. Uh, maybe Wednesday? We don't film that day so it should work."
I begin to get lost in my thoughts. I love Chris, he's my boyfriend and he makes me happy. But since day one… I've just had such a…connection with Ian. I love Ian, and he loves me too. I know it. Whenever I'm with Chris, I wish it was Ian. I wish it was his arms wrapped around me, his soft, gentle kisses, and his flattering compliments. Were meant to be. I've been trying to get away from these feelings for too long, trying to prove to myself that they aren't real. But they are.
"Luc? Lucy? LUCYGOOOSE."
"W-what? Sorry I didn't hear you… I was thinking."
"Oh, okay. No worries. I said that we should do it Wednesday, we don't have too film that day."
Oh! Right! Yeah, sure! Sounds good. Can't wait, see you then!"
I have the worst case of butterflies, thinking of being in Ian's apartment with him again on Wednesday. As I look up, I see Chris.
"Hey beautiful, here you go. Who was that on the phone?"
"Oh, it was... Ian. Can we go back to my apartment? We need too talk…"