It's complicated
Summary: "Daddy, who's my mother?" 9 years, 10 months, and 3 days since Jade and Beck last spoke. One of them has built wall to distract herself, another dedicated his life to a little girl. How does this little girl bring them together?
Beck POV
"Daddy? Who's my mother?"
I turned around from what I was doing to stare at my 9-year old daughter.
"Why?" I asked.
"Ariana has two parents, Angelika has two parents, Christina has two parents, Taylor's parents are divorced but she still visits her mom every weekend. All my friends have moms to braid their hair or help them with their homework or take them shopping except for me." She said.
"Jessie, sweetie, it's complicated. I'll tell you when you're older."I said and turned back to script I was reading. I was in a few movies, mostly supporting parts, but sometimes a big part.
"Dad." She spoke through her teeth.
"Jessie." I mimicked.
"Do I have a mother or don't I? Why can't you just tell me about her?" she asked, pushing my script down.
"Everyone has a mother. You can't be born without one."
"Then where is she?" she yelled. I've gotten used to her temper after a while.
"She's just not here, maybe someday you'll meet her but for now you'll have to wait." I said.
"UGH!" she ran upstairs to her room. Too bad she didn't know that her favorite singer and actress, Jade West was her mother. Jade had been in a few movies before she came out with her first album when Jessie was 5. Jessie became obsessed with her. She has all her albums, knows the words to all her songs, and has a jillion posters of her on her wall. Now Jade had a third album after her first two went platinum and she won a grammy. Everything about Jessie screamed Jade. How she almost always won an argument. Her pale skin, her dark nail polish she always wore, her sarcastic, witty comments, her attitude. She's insisting to get highlights because Jade West has them. Out of all the singers there are she had to choose Jade West who, coincidentally, was her mother.
As I walked upstairs to say goodnight I heard her blasting Jade's first album in her room.
"Jess, turn it down." I spoke over the music, walking in.
"Not until you tell me who my mother is!" She yelled. I walked over and ripped her iPod out of its speakers.
"How about this. I take you somewhere, and then explain why your mother and I aren't together and maybe, not promising anything, we'll try to meet her. No promises though."
"Where?" she asked.
"How about a Jade West concert?"
"No way!" she screamed. "Her L.A. show is sold out. Where would you be able to you get tickets?"
"Your Uncle Andre is on the same record label as her. He can pull some strings and maybe even get backstage passes." She screamed again, this time jumping up and down.
"I might meet Jade West!" she yelled.
"Yeah, now go to sleep. Big day of school tomorrow, Science test." I said. She groaned but obeyed and crawled into bed.
"Goodnight." I said and kissed her forehead.
"I love you, daddy."
"Love you too, Jessie." I said and closed the door.
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Dream/flashback/dream of flashback
"Jade, babe, it'll be okay." I said rubbing Jade's back as she held the test that had shown a pink plus sign.
"No, it's not! I'm freaking pregnant!" she yelled and threw the stick at me.
"It's not the end of the world."
"Yes it is! My mother is will kick me out! I have nowhere to live! Nowhere to keep a baby! What am I going to do?" she yelled.
"Babe, I'll be with you this whole time. You're not alone. This baby is just as much as mine as it is yours. I won't leave."I said as she broke down sobbing. I put my arms around her and pulled her into my chest .I held her while she sobbed. There was nothing else to do, Jade West never cries.
After a few minutes she calmed down and asked, "What are we gonna do with it?"
"What do you mean 'do with it'?"
"What do you mean, what do you mean do with it?"
"We're keeping it right?"
"Hell no!" she yelled.
"Jade! What are going to do? Put it for adoption?"
"That's still nine months for people to see and say things. We need to get rid of it." she acted like it was an item, not a human being.
"It's a baby! You can't get an abortion!" I yelled
"Well I'm not keeping it!" she declared.
"What else is there?" I asked, softly.
"Adoption!" She yelled.
"Jade, please we can get through this without giving him or her up." I said, trying to reason with her.
"We can't support a kid! We aren't even adults, we're stupid, hormonal teenager who have no self control and can't figure out how to use a condom!" she screeched.
"I don't want our child to have a sad childhood in a foster home." I said softly, rubbing her arm and trying to calm her down.
"I don't want to either, but there isn't much of a choice." She said.
"Please, Jade, calm down. It's bad for the baby." She got up and went into the bathroom, slamming the door. Normally, I would go in there and get her but I was so confused right now so I just listened to her sob.
Flashback/dream/ dream of flashback ends
AN: In my opinion, this is horrible but I wanted to try putting a story on Fanfiction to see what people think. Review please? Tell me if I should continue or just delete it.