This is my first Big Time Rush story so I hope you like it. This is for Emily's campaign (RunsWithWerewolves) I'll Hold You Through It All to stop homophobia because it is wrong and ridiculous. Love is love no matter who it is between.

Disclaimer: I wish but I don't own Big Time Rush

The girls at the Palmwoods had had enough. The boys were always crazy and obnoxious at the pool. So, a few girls begged Bitters to have one afternoon where the pool was just for the boys to do whatever they wanted, be crazy, and just act like boys. Bitters had agreed after Camille threatened him to be her rehearsal partner, which he knew would cause him physical harm.

Logan's POV

I was so excited to hear that this afternoon was boys only at the pool. I wouldn't have to worry about Jo throwing herself at Kendall. I couldn't stand to watch her constantly touching him and being all over him.

I had to hide how I really felt and pretend I was happy for Kendall. But how could I be happy to see the boy I loved kiss his girlfriend? I wanted Kendall. I had been in love with him since we were 13 after all. But I couldn't tell him how I felt. So I kept it a secret.

This got harder and harder with every passing day. Especially since I had to share a room with Kendall. He was always right there; I was never far away from him no matter where we were.

~At the pool~

Carlos and James were busy splashing each other in the pool along with some of the other boys who lived at the Palm Woods.

Logan was watching Kendall out of the corner of his eye.

He wanted to tell Kendall how he felt but he knew he couldn't handle the rejection because obviously Kendall was straight. He did have a girlfriend after all.

So here he was, secretly watching his straight best friend in the pool. He was smiling and thought even though Kendall doesn't know how he feels he can still enjoy the view.

Logan decided he wanted a drink so he went to get out of the pool. However, he didn't notice that by watching a certain blonde he had become excited.

When Logan got out of the pool Guitar Dude yelled "Hey everybody look at Logan. Somebody got him hard. Who was it Logan? You pathetic fag."

Every boy at the pool started laughing and Logan could feel his cheeks grow hot. He was trying so hard to not let the tears that were welling up in his eyes fall. He looked around the pool very quickly once and ran as fast as he could back to 2J. He could still here everyone laughing at him as he ran through the Palm Woods lobby.

It felt like forever before he finally reached the door to 2J. Logan ran right into his room, closed the door and went into the closet. He leaned against the wall in the closet and finally let the tears he had been holding back fall.

Kendall's POV

I just stood there. I couldn't believe what had just happened. And I feel so bad I didn't stick up for Logan when he was here.

But he's my best friend. Who I incidentally have had a crush on since I was 13.

I am so pissed, how can everyone be so mean to Logan? He is one of the nicest people you could ever meet and is never mean to anyone.

Some of the guys at the pool were still laughing and I couldn't take it.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed and everyone turned and looked at me.

"How could you all be so mean to Logan? He is one of the sweetest people here and has never been mean to anyone of you. So stop making fun of him. And if you want to say something about it and I hear it I will take care of you. So leave Logan alone!"

And with that I stormed out of the pool area and went to go talk to Logan.

When I got up to 2J I went right to mine and Logan's room. I knew he would be in the closet. That's where he always went when he was upset.

When I got close to the door I could hear Logan crying. My heart shattered just listening to him.

I slowly opened the closet and shut the door and sat down next to Logan.

He just looked up at me and I could see the hurt in his eyes.

He was still crying but softer now when I barley heard him whisper "Please don't hate me".

How could Logan think I could hate him?

"Logan I could never ever hate you. I love you Logan. I am in love with you."

Logan's POV

I can't believe what I'm hearing. Did Kendall just say he was in love with me?

I stopped crying, looking up at him I said "really?"

"Yes, I have been since we were 13."

Kendall I have been in love with you since we were 13 too. I thought you would never like me and that you were straight; especially since you were dating Jo.

I only dated her because I knew you would never feel the same about me so I said I would go out with her.

Oh Kendall.

Then Kendall moved so he was sitting in front of Logan and put his arms around Logan's next.

He leaned down and planted a sweet delicate kiss across Logan's lips and pulled away and smiled at Logan.

For once Logan took the lead and pulled Kendall closer to him and kissed him with as much passion as he could muster. His hands moved into Kendall's blonde locks and tangled right in. He then ran his tongue over Kendall's bottom lip and was granted access to the hotness that was Kendall's mouth. Logan explored every crevice of Kendall's mouth. He let Kendall be the dominant one after that and moaned which cause Kendall to smile into the kiss.

When air became a necessity they pulled apart. They were both breathless and panting but smiling like fools.

I love you Logan.

I love you too Kendall.

So please tell me what you think of this so far. I'm not in love with it so if you have any suggestions feel free to leave them. I plan on making this a few chapters so tell me what you think...if you even want to see more of it. Thank you for reading…reviews would be oh so lovely.