Alright before we begin I have been currently depressed over HetaOni and the fact there has yet to be a continuation, but I made this in honor of Italy aand the fact I have been thinking of HetaOni fanfiction as of late. So expect some sort of HetaOni fanfiction in the future~. ;)

By the By, I have this story also posted in my Quotev profile, here is the link: 25792881

If you're reading this then it means I am dead.

I am sorry that this is how it had all gone, and I am sorry to you fratello who had tried so hard....

I hadn't meant for all this to happen and I assure you that I had not sought out death. In fact I am afraid.

For so long we personified nations have lived to the point we no longer know the fear of death. But I know how much it hurts; I know how hard it is to be left behind. I know how scared a person can be when all they feel is the cold, and how frightening it is to watch life slip from hopeful hands….

This is the death that I know.

But I'd like to think of the good it could do. If all of your sacrifices allow me to repeat these days than what can my last breath do for you?

You will all escape, won't you? You will not leave another behind, will you? You will not put this sacrifice in vain….

I'm still afraid.

I don't want to die.

I want to escape with all of you. I want to see the skies I can no longer remember and enjoy the fresh air I have long since forgotten.

I want to hear England and France bicker; I want to hear America suggest hero-like solutions while munching on a burger and laughing in the end when England scolded him; I want to see Russia putting in his own words while China huffed and tried to offer food as a peaceful form of nonviolence; I want to see Japan reading his manga and ranting when I would hug him; I want to see Canada holding onto his bear as he watched everyone with a gentle smile; I want to see Prussia whom would lean over his brothers shoulder and point out small things that would leave Germany startled….

And I terribly want to remember what it was like to feel safe.

I had really thought we had all the time in the world, that nothing could ever harm us or stop us.

I was wrong.

We had all made mistakes and some worse than others, but that can be forgiven…can't it?

I know what I have done and I am sorry. I hadn't meant for any of this to happen – I just wanted us to be together, to have fun like we used to. Instead my own selfish wants had ripped us apart… what happened to us?

It was only meant to be a game, was that so bad? It was supposed to be fun; it was supposed to be everything it isn't now.

But now…everyone is… slowly disappearing before my eyes, and I know it is… all my fault.

I tried to make it right, I tried to fix all the wrongs I had done and do the things I should have done in the beginning.

It was really scary; returning back to that road I knew would only end in suffering. But I faced it once more, just for all of you. I couldn't stand the thought of you all trapped there, hurting and gone; I had to save you –!

…Is that so wrong?

I can still remember even now as I write my final testament to the world, all the pain all the suffering you all had to go through. I'm sorry, I don't mean to do what I do and I surely don't mean to hurt you as well. I know how scary it is and that is why I am doing this.

Sure, I'm scared. But what scares me more is to know I won't –… God I'm sorry…everyone, but please…don't look back, don't cry, and don't forget… Just live for me. No matter what happens and no matter what occurs,promise me.

You will live.

I love you all… I love you dearly… and to you as well fratello… take good care… of our country.