This is my own interpretation of the note, I modified the shots we saw of the note with quotations from it. Happy reading -ShipSails
My dearest Vix,
What can I say? I've left so many messages to let you know how sorry I am. But they aren't answered by you, so I thought I'd apologise it the right way and write you this note to say sorry.
I know you don't want this and that you're angry with me, but I'm so sorry for hurting you. I can't believe I was so stupid, ignorant, and selfish enough to do this to you. I'm sorry I have ruined what we have, or had (have please) and you make me so happy. You and Eve are my family and I so wanted us three to be together. I wish I'd never have done what I did and it wasn't worth a quick thrill to ruin us. You are so important to me, Vix and he knows that now.
I will never do this again, and I will regret it for the rest of my life. I haven't slept or ate in days because I miss you so much and I still want you back Vix, my fiancee. It was a moment of stupidity and recklessness that I will never repeat.
I love you. I'm sorry and I will be here waiting for you.
-Nikki
xxx