Takes Place After The Episode "Dooms Day"

My time with the Doctor was far too short; I'm living and breathing with the memory of him, but I am not with him. I never got to touch forever. Not the forever that I wanted with him.

Everyday and everytime I blink I cling to the thought of him, just so I don't forget that he was real. In fact, I live in fear that some day I'll give in to the idea that he doesn't exist.

It all seems like a dream. Every memory, and every adventure. A hopeless dream of a mad girl who claims to have seen the stars. And I have, I just know.

I wish I could close my eyes, and touch the universe like I once did. But everytime I open them, I just see the world he left behind. The world he left me in. The only world I will get to see for the rest of my life.

It's not easy, living life like the ordinary. One day, you'll be doing something and the next will be the same. The same place, and the same job, and all the worries that you got with them. The worries that you couldn't run away from anymore. The ones that you deal with when you can't just hop in the Tardis and soar galaxies away.

It's not easy, living with that memory. It's not easy, touching the stars and coming back to the ground. It's not easy falling in love with the Doctor, and leaving him.

I just can't forget him. Everything about him is stuck in my mind. And I go mad trying to get him away. I want to forget all the times and places that I've gone. I want to live on earth without a clue about the Time Lords and the Doctor.

But I also want to live in the stars. I want to live in the stars with all the knowledge in the Universe, with only the Doctor to accompany me. I want to spend the rest of my life up there with him.

I don't want the common ground. I don't want to live on Earth while he soars high above me, and the only thing I pray for is the day that I lose my mind. Lose all the places I've gone and that face that I can't get rid of.

That's all I want. I want to travel across the universe with the Doctor; and if he drop me off on Earth with no coming back, I want to forget him.

I don't want to open my eyes, and think that it was all a dream. I want to wake up numb, rather than suffer the pain of losing him. I don't want to see his face ever again, not even in my memory, if it means that I can't see him for every eternity.