Ciel Phantomhive knew he was in trouble from the moment he laid eyes on that demon. Those beautiful red eyes glowed with a fiery passion, those lips spoke of protection, and those arms that lifted him and carried him to safety on that horrible night...

Ciel Phantomhive had fallen for Sebastian Michaelis at first sight.

He never voiced this, of course. If anyone found out about him falling for another man, his reputation and life would surely be ruined.

So Ciel ignored his heart. He learned to control the butterflies in his stomach. He learned to control his emotions towards the demon. He learned to mask his love by harsh words and a firm judgement. He ignored his true feelings, afraid of what would happen if he told Sebastian.

The demon would most likely laugh in his face. Ciel was, after all, just a child. Maybe not mentally or maturely, but in appearence. Even now, as he turned fourteen, his face still looked like that of a child's. He grew a few inches taller over the last year, but was still considered short for his age.

Sebastian could never be attracted to him. Sebastian was graceful, professional, and very upright. The man seemed to ooze sex, yet Ciel had never even seen the man flirt or take interest in anyone. Unless you count the nun. Which Ciel tried hard not to.

Ciel sighed, staring up at the ceiling. He couldn't fall asleep, no matter how hard he tried. Sleep seemed to be a challange, even more so now that he had turned fourteen. He seemed to think of Sebastian constantly, even in his dreams. Dreams which were very...startling...

Ciel groaned and rolled over, trying to stop his brain from thinking anything at all. Yet every time he closed his eyes, all he could see was Sebastian. He had been having a more difficult time controlling himself around the man, too. He had began to trust him. That was always the first sign.

Ciel's bedroom door opened, creaking slightly. Ciel gulped and quickly closed his eyes, feeling his heart beat faster. Damn it to Hell!

Ciel tried to breath evenly as the man approached. Ciel gulped when he felt Sebastian lean down and touch his shoulder softly. He felt warm lips brush against his ear, and he shivered.

"I know you're not asleep, young master," the deep voice whispered. Ciel felt his face flush. Sebastian was so close...all he had to do was turn his head slightly, and he would...

"I can't sleep," Ciel finally replied.

"Is it the nightmares again?" Ciel shook his head, blushing. No, they weren't nightmares. They were the most amazing dreams...

Sebastian sighed and took off one of his gloves, pressing his hand against Ciel's cheek. Ciel's eyes popped open, and he gulped.

"Your face is rather warm, young master," Sebastian said slowly. "Are you coming down with a fever?"

"Y-yes," Ciel said quickly, playing along. "I think I caught it from...um...from Elizabeth the other day."

Sebastian raised an eyebrow and smirked, pulling his hand away. "Liar," he said playfully. "It's not a fever, is it, master?"

Ciel blushed crimson and turned his face away. Damn! "No, it's not."

Sebastian smiled softly and sat down on the bed. He pulled his glove back on, looking down at Ciel. "You are getting to that age."

Ciel's eyes widdened. "W-what!"

"Perhaps you're starting to notice Elizabeth, hm?"

"Notice? Her? You've got to be joking!"

"If not Elizabeth, then who, young master?" Sebastian asked, tilting his head. "She is the only girl around your age that you associate with. Who else could it be?"

"It's not a girl," Ciel snapped. His eyes widdened even further, realizing what he just admitted.

Sebastian blinked, surprised. "A male?"

Ciel blushed and groaned. "Damn it. Don't laugh at me."

"Young master, I would never laugh at you," Sebastian said softly, smiling. "Demons are very open creatures. We do not care about the gender. Might I ask who you've started noticing? Perhaps the prince?"

"Soma?" Ciel sputtered. "Are you mad? No, he's...older..."

"Older? Hmm...Agni, then?"

Ciel glared up at him. "Never in a million years."

Sebastian laughed lightly. "Alright, so it is not either of them. Then who, young master?"

Ciel blushed and looked away. "None of your business," he mumbled. "It's no one, really. Just forget it."

Sebastian tilted his head. "As you wish, young master. Now, about your sleeping habits...Warm milk doesn't seem to help..."

"I doubt anything could help," Ciel said, sighing. He looked back at Sebastian, and gasped.

The man had pulled off his tail coat and tie, and was now unbuttoning the top buttons of his shirt.

Ciel's face flushed pure red, and he couldn't help but stare at the man's neck.

Sebastian raised an eyebrow. His mouth slowly curled into a smirk. "My, my...is the young master blushing?"

Ciel's eyes widdened, and he turned his face away again. "N-no! It's just that...I've never seen you...Why are you taking off your clothes!"

"Seeing as everything else has failed, I was going to try something a little more...unprofessional," Sebastian answered. He pulled back the covers and crawled in, wrapping his arms around Ciel.

Ciel felt his heart skip a beat. "S-Sebastian! What..."

"Let's see if this helps, young master," Sebastian said. "Most humans enjoy cuddling, they find it much easier to fall asleep when they are being held."

"I-I don't think..."

Sebastian took off his gloves and placed a finger to Ciel's lips. "Shh. Just relax, my lord. Close your eyes."

Ciel gulped and closed his eyes tightly. He tried to breath evenly. After a few minutes, he began to relax. He drifted to sleep.


Ciel moaned, rubbing his hips against something. His hands fisted the cloth in front of him, and he opened his mouth, panting.

"Se...bastian," he whimpered, licking his lips.

"Young master?"

Ciel's eyes popped open, and he looked up.

"S-shit!" He exclaimed, pulling away quickly. He was...he had just...

"The wet dreams have started, have they?" Sebastian asked. "Well, you are at that age."

Ciel groaned and burried his face in his pillow.

Sebastian raised his head, looking down at his master. "Young master, there is no need to be embarrassed. You cannot blame yourself, you were asleep, after all. Please, turn back towards me."

Ciel sighed and shook his head. "Sorry."

"Master, there is nothing to be sorry about," Sebastian smiled. "...Except for your lie last night. Young master, you could have told me."

Ciel's eyes widdened, and he rolled back over, looking up at Sebastian. "T-told you what?"

Sebastian smiled kindly. "You didn't have to hide it from me, master. It is alright."

"W-what are you talking about?" Ciel sputtered.

"Your dreams, master. They're about me, aren't they?"

Ciel's eyes widdened even further. "N-no! Hell no! I would never - I'm not - "

"Then why were you moaning my name throughout the night, and asking for more?" Sebastian raised an eyebrow, smirking.

"I-I was dr-dreaming of...of cake!" Ciel tried.

Sebastian laughed softly. "Does cake always give you an erection, young master?"

Ciel's face reddened, and he looked down at himself. He gulped and turned away quickly.

Sebastian smiled and scooted closer to the boy. He leaned in and whispered seductively into the boy's ear. "Am I the cause of these dreams, master?"

Ciel shivered and felt his cock twitch. Oh Gods, his voice!

"I can't control what I dream!" Ciel snapped, trying to pull away. Sebastian quickly wrapped his arms around the boy, stopping him. He leaned in and licked along the boy's earlobe.

Ciel gasped and felt his hips thrust involuntarily. Sebastian chuckled softly.

"Has the young master taken care of himself before?" He asked, his hands slowly roaming down Ciel's body.

Ciel gulped. "Y-you mean, touch myself? No! I would never do something like that! That's just a weakness."

Sebastian hummed softly. "Never? But doesn't it get unbearable, master?"

Sebastian pressed against the boy, his mouth latching onto his neck. Ciel whimpered and felt his cock twitch again.

"S-stop that," he said weakly.

"You'll never do it, young master?" Sebastian whispered.

"Never," Ciel gasped.

"Then perhaps you'll allow me?" Sebastian slid his hand down further, wrapping it around Ciel's cock.

Ciel moaned loudly and thrust into his hand. He closed his eyes, his face flushed. "S-Sebastian...stop..."

Sebastian bit down softly on the boy's neck. "You don't want me to really stop, do you?" He stroked the boy slowly, firmly.

Ciel groaned and arched his back. "Yes...I...do..."

Suddenly, the pleasure stopped. Sebastian pulled his hand away. "If the young master wants me to stop, then I shall." He smirked.

Ciel growled. "W-What!"

"You told me to stop."

"B-But I...I didn't really mean...Damn it, Sebastian! Don't stop, please!"

Sebastian smiled and wrapped his hand around the boy's cock again. "You musn't tell me to stop when you do not really mean it, master."

Ciel moaned and thrust into the man's hand again. Sebastian leaned down and took the boy's nipple into his mouth.

Ciel yelped and his back arched in pleasure. "Sebastian!"

Sebastian growled and began kissing down the boy's stomach. "Perhaps the young master will enjoy this as well?"

He took Ciel deep into his mouth, sucking firmly.

Ciel's body arched clear off the bed. He yelped and moaned, completely consumed by the pleasure. His hands fisted Sebastian's hair, and his hips thrust into the man's mouth.

"Oh, Gods, oh Sebastian!" he moaned, his head tossing from side to side.

Sebastian pulled his mouth off, his eyes glowing red. "Come for me, Ciel."

Ciel's eyes widdened. He said my name...

He screamed, cumming into Sebastian's mouth.

Sebastian hummed and swallowed every drop, his tongue licking up the last from the tip.

He crawled back up to Ciel, wrapping his arms around the boy.

Ciel grabbed Sebastian's hair and pulled him into a kiss.

Sebastian's eyes widdened in surprise. He smiled and deepened the kiss, letting his tongue mingle with the boy's slowly.

Ciel closed his eyes, clinging to the man. My first kiss...

He drifted off to sleep once again.