Author's Note: Not mine, never will be mind, contains slash, fluff and might be slightly OOC. Set in modern day New York. there is no New York accent because it'll be harder to read and write. If someone wants to take this story from Jack's POV that would be great, otherwise I might not get to it, other peoples journals are cool to, just ask.

Sept. 1st 2009,

First off, I'd like to say that I don't want to do this at all. I mean seriously, my life already sucks so why should I put it into a journal or what not? I certainly don't need to remember it in thirty years or something. Oh well, might as well get this introduction going. My name is David, unlike my sorta best friend, Spot, I don't have a nick name. Unless you count Mouth which Jack Kelly the most popular guy in school gave me after I stood up to him about something or other, I didn't use my fists I just spoke using big words that he most likely didn't understand and he backed off. I'm rambling again, any ways I have blue eyes and curly hair, I'm not into fashion though I like the color blue... oh and I'm gay. Only Spot knows but he won't tell anyone 'cause he knows as well as I do that everyone will assume he's also gay and beat him up just as much as me, problem is he is gay so they would be right for once. Spot is like before my sorta best friend, he won't admit anything but he's the one I go to if I need some harsh comfort, and I'm the one he goes to when he's injured or on those rare occasions he needs some soft comfort. We are the outcasts, and I know almost everything about him and visa versa, which often surprises people because I spend my time in books and he on the computer. Don't think that I can stop his fights though, the last time I tried, I got hit, and he wouldn't talk to me for days. I have an older sister who used to go out with Jack Kelly, but they broke up last year for some reason, and I have a little brother who is really cute and if I was straight I'd probably use him to get me a girl, maybe. Actually probably not, so it's a good thing I'm gay, none of my family knows and I am not going to tell them, 'cause they'll either hate my guts or try to set me up with guys. Though I'm more leaning for the hate my guts side of things. I have more enemies then I know what to do with and I can't fight so I usually talk them into confusion and then run, and if that doesn't work... well the nurse and I are on really good terms right now. But the two people who bully me the most with out sending me to the nurse are Jack Kelly aka Cowboy who thinks the world should revolve around him, and although I admit he does have a brilliant smile, the world would explode if it did revolve around him, and Antonio Higgins aka Tony aka Racetrack. Racetrack has this gambling ring set up, but when the teachers are around they play with sticks, I know 'cause Spot dragged me to one before he got on Racetrack's bad side, so I think he's kinda shady, though I won't mention this to Spot seeing as he's got a crush the size of Mt. Everest on Racetrack. The two who bully me the most and actually do phisicall harm to me are the Delancy Brothers, but since they are extremely stupid I can usually talk them into confusion and run away. At least neither Jack nor Racetrack like the Delancy Brothers I don't have to worry to much. It's kinda funny how the school reacts to me depends on how Jack is feeling about me, last week Jack and I got into a heated discussion about something or other, I won and the whole school treated me with awe for a couple days before going back to the whole teasing thing. My favorite class is History because I love to think about how people lived with out modern day things, I especially like to learn about the Newspaper strike in 1899, 'cause my great great I don't know how many greats grandfather was one of the key note strikers. I guess Spot would like me to point out that Jack Kelly is also in my history class and he sits right next to me, but that's not why I love history honestly it's not. Jack Kelly is an idiot who can't even decide where a person stands with him, he also thinks that he is the greatest, which he's not, Hammurabi is. Oh well, that's all for right now I guess. I'll write later

David.