A/N: There will be switches between P.O.V.'S
So you don't get the wrong Idea, there will be no lemons!
Chapter One
I Love You
Edward's P.O.V.
Lunch Time at School
The Lunch Bell rang as Tanya and I-hands entwined- walked out of Gym. We walked together in silence, we never spoke a lot in school, we never liked to draw attention. As usual, when we walked down the long hall ways we would always recieve stares, some jealous, some mocking and some just creepy...Soon we arrived in the cafeteria "What do you want to eat?" I asked Tanya casually.
"Just grab anything, its not like we actually eat this vile rubbish" Tanya whispered, too low for humans, in my ear, and her cold breath sent shivers up my spine. Tanya really wanted to take my virginty but I kept telling her I wasn't ready, and by the looks of things she was growing impatient. I always remember those nights where she would try to be seductive, but she never effected me.
I walked up to the line, and waited. I eventually let the thoughts crawl into my mind.
Should I let Edward infront, or will that stupid blonde get all mad?
Hmm what should I have to eat?
What time was dance after school again?
Im so like, totally bored...
I need some like gossip, this school is like becoming boring...
Eventually when I got to the top of the line, I grabbed two slices of pizza, and payed- the lunch lady was giving me this creepy look and winking at me Erghh- then I walked to our table.
Tanya was already there, so I took the seat next to her facing Jasper. I turned towards Tanya to see her already looking at me. I stared into her eyes.
I love you she said in her thoughts.
"I love you too" I whispered back.
We stayed like that, the whole of lunch until the bell rang, signaling us to go to our next class. I stood up and threw my pizza into the bin and walked to biology.
As I walked in I recived a look from Jessica, as usual, lust filling her eyes.
One day, that hunk will be mine...
I shivered and walked to my seat, and sat down. I looked at the empty seat next to me. I wonder if one day, someone will fill that seat... No one would ever approach us, well I wouldn't blame them to be honest.
I tuned everything out, even the teacher. The day I met Tanya, was the day I felt alive and full but never complete. I never understood why, I have everything I want. Money, a nice car, a soon to be wife, I havent purposed yet, but soon I will. I've planned it out. It shall happen in a week or so. The first time I saw Tanya, or should I say the first time she saw me, she fell head over heels for me, I still remember that day...
Flash Back
"Alright we're here!" I heard Alice annouce in another car. We were visiting the Denali coven. I drove alone as usual. I always felt lonely, I still haven't found my mate, and everyday I suffer watching my family in love.
I turned my keys, and my cars purr died down, to silence. I creaked my door open and slid out quietly. I gently, pushed my door shut, and approached the Denali Coven.
I think i'm in love, with that Bronze haired God
I darted my eyes around, trying to find the owner of that thought. My eyes froze on the most beautiful women I had ever seen. She had gentle waves of golden blonde hair, just ending at her shoulders, she had a small smile plastered on her face and bright amber eyes, she had obviously just hunted then and she had high cheek bones, also she was fairly tall. She was a goddess. Her eyes were golden pools, of lust.
For the first time in a century, I think I just smiled. I felt love filling my empty, cold heart.
"I am Edward" I smiled at the beautiful goddess.
"I am Tanya" What a beautiful name, I felt full but not complete. I wonder why? Maybe because she isn't mine yet.
I looked at my family,Jasper who could sense my lust, was smirking, I scanned Alices thoughs and she had saw a future of Tanya and I, she was also smirking, Esme was smiling, Carlisle was smiling, Emmett was grinning, he was taking the humor out of this, and finally... Wait... Rosalie was actually smiling!
I think he's found his mate, I feel so happy for him! Esme thought happily.
Me and Tanya stood a while, staring into eachothers eyes, as if waiting for a signal to say you can be together go on!
Tanya was first, she ran up to me and envoloped me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around her and smiled against her soft hair.
She crushed her lips to mine, and I replied moving mine with hers.
I pulled away and smiled at her.
End of Flash Back
We aren't mates yet, until we are married though. Soon she would be mine, soon she would be walking down the isle to me.
Suddenly the class bell rang so I legged it to spanish.
After spanish I walked outside and to my car, waiting for Tanya.
We had so many arguments over my Volvo, she wanted a new car, but I refused, I love my Volvo, and no way was she getting rid of my baby!
Tanya greeted me with a wave, then she jogged over to me and I opened the passanger side, just in time for her to slide in. I pressed the door close and went around the car, to the drivers side and hopped in.
I turned the key and my car purred, gently.
"How was school?" I asked her.
"Bad.. I missed you the whole time" she was so cute.
"Your not the only one" I chuckled.
For the rest of the drive, we sat in silence, we arrived home in minutes.
I shot out of the car, at vampire speed and opened Tanya's door. She smiled at me, and walked into the house.
I never understood why no one liked Tanya, not even my family. I was her only friend/boyfriend.
I shut the car door and trotted into the house, deep in thought.
Alice was blocking her thoughts. This can not be good... I let it slip. I walked up the stairs, and into me and Tanyas room. I sat on the sofa in silence, no one disturbed me, not even Tanya. Everyone sensed my heavy thought.
Tanya was my own personal goddess, beautiful,sweet and kind, but no one liked her! She never makes me feel complete though. She trys to fill me but she can't reach the top. She doesn't realise this, and I don't plan on telling her any time soon.
I slid my hand under my sofa and pulled out my laptop. I turned it on and it burst to life.
I typed in Jessica Stanelys Blog on the search engine.
I opened the results and waited for the page to open.
I looked at her links until I found the one I wanted.
People not to trust
Number one shocked me.
Tanya Denali
Why? Tanya is a mean bitch who won't let you any where near Edward Cullen, she won't even let boys near him- when shes with him that is... -She is horrible and makes fun of anyone she sees, calls them ugly and she acts like the queen of the world. Do. Not. Trust. Her.
That was all I wanted to find... I didn't expect that much though. I turned off my laptop, and slid it back under the sofa.
"Edward time for school!" Esme called, Wow already? I had been longer than I thought..."Tanya's gone off to hunt for the day!" oh great, everyone will follow me now, because theres no Tanya around.
A/N: Before people start moaning saying, wheres Bella? Shes in the next chapter this is an ExB okay?
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