Laurena pov
I can't believe I was so stupid! I thought I was special to him. It's not like we are best friends but we have known each other our hole lives. His dad and my dad have been friends since they were in high school, and when he finally asked me out I was ecstatic, I mean that boy is hot! I've had a crush on Paul Lahote since forever.
I should probably start at the beginning. My name is Laurena Scott and I'm 16. I have dark brown wavy hair and dark blue eyes, not the typical native look but my moms not a native. Thankfully I got my dads tan just a bit lighter, I'm 5'9 and 120lbs. I've lived in La Push with my parents my hole life well… maybe not. My parents travel overseas a lot so I'm mostly alone, I actually like it this way. I love those two uptight workaholics, but a couple of weeks a year and holidays are as much as I can take.
I go to school on the reservation. My best friend is Kim Conweller, she's dating Jared Cameron, they are just the cutest couple, but when those two start making out there's no stopping them.
A couple of months ago Paul asked me to the movies, now Paul has had more than his fair share of dating, but as I've said before that boy is hot!... I've dated a couple of guys but Paul was amazing, he opened doors for me paid for everything and held my hand. At the end of the night he leaned in slowly and kissed me softly. He smelt amazing and his lips on mine made my toes curl. He pulled back with a small smile on his lips. All and all it was a perfect night.
Now I know about Paul's reputation, everyone does, but he was just so different with me, he was sweet and kind. He always made me feel special.
Paul never pushed me to do anything with him. Last night was his birthday, and when I decided that I was finally ready to have sex… that was ALL me!
I was finally not a virgin anymore, but let me tell you that shit hurt like a bitch! He was sweet and gentle and kissed away all my tears. When we where done he rolled off of me and pulled my back against him. He held me tight as I fell asleep in my bed.
That was where I woke up this morning in my bed… except Paul was gone. No note no nothing. Tears sprang to my eyes. I cant believe he left me here alone. I called Kim, and she was there in 10 minutes.
"I cant believe that asshole" she screamed as she came into my room. She saw my red puffy eyes and frowned "O Laur, I'm so sorry." "He was so different this time Kim." "I know Laur but he's…" "he's a good liar" I interrupted her. "Yeah" she sighed
She went downstairs and got a big tub of Ben and Jerry's with two spoons. "Are you going to be okay?" she asked putting a spoon into her mouth. "I will be"
"What are you going to do" she asked with an evil little smile. Shit that girl knows me well.
"Make him wish he stayed" I said "Life's a bitch… and you're going to become the biggest bitch of them all" she giggled wickedly.
Kim spent the hole Sunday taking care of me and making sure I stay strong and don't go
and sob at his window. I've never been someone that's overly bitchy but I will not let someone walk all over me. So with Kim's support I'm going to let my inner bitch come out to play! I was going to make that boy beg!
Today I was skipping school to go shopping! Now I'm no prood but if I wanted to make him suffer, a spicier wardrobe is in order!
Ah… my baby… my ford mustang V6 coupe. Workaholic parents are the shit when it comes to presents! I stroke my hand over the shiny black hood before getting in and speeding of towards Port Angeles.
3 hours later I came home to Kim waiting on my porch. "So how did it go?" "Pretty good" I replied. She pulled me upstairs and made me show her what I got.
"Holy shit Laur that's hot" I turn and look at the reflection. My black shorts were a good 3 inches shorter that my usual shorts, my v-neck guns and roses shirt was tight and then my favorite part, my sexy tight leather jacket. "Kim are you sure about this?" I asked unsure. "Yes! You look hot but not slutty! Its perfect, trust me." "Always" I replied.
