Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls cause if I did the show would still be making new episodes.

Her heart was still a memory as she looked at the shallow cemetery's grave stone which read in sad hurt script…

Never shall this soul be forgotten
She will be bound to this world
With her parents love
Here lies
Jennifer May Mariano
May 10, 2003- May 11, 2003

She could still see her daughter's beautiful eyes that so resembled her father's from the one day that she had been able to hold her little girl only hours before she had died. It had been the worst day of Rory Gilmore's life to lay her infant child into a bassinet which held only one of the many small bodies of the children lost in the world.

Rory had never had the opportunity to tell Jennifer's father that she had even been pregnant before she had been put to rest. Jess had left because of a minor situation that he couldn't deal with involving school for him. He had loved Rory and had he known of her pregnancy he would have love their children also.

"Mommy," said the little girl at Rory's side. Jessica was Jennifer's twin sister and she had been the one to have survived. Every time Rory looked at her four year old daughter she still wished the Jenny had stayed with them. Jesse was still too young to understand what happened to her sister and it killed Rory to even talk about her. "Mommy, I don't like when you cry." Snuffled the toddler making Rory smile a little bit at how innocent Jesse was.

"I know baby, its just when mommy sees Jenny it makes her cry because I lost her and I don't know what I would have done if I had lost you too." Rory let a watery smile glass over her face as she laid the tulips on Jenny's grave stone and kissing it whispering "we love you Jenny."

"bye-bye Jenny" Jesse said waving to the headstone and walking out of the small Stars Hollow cemetery and making her way to Luke's alongside her mother. The road was always deserted in the early mornings around the area and for that Rory was always thankful so she could pull herself together before the people of Stars Hollow decided that she needed to cheer up.

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Luke's looked different this morning as Rory and Jesse walked into the diner full of people. It was this full in the mornings and that wasn't the only thing that caught her attention, what did though was the lingering Metallica t-shirt that was being worn be someone behind the counter. Rory's heart caught in her chest when the guy wearing the t-shirt turned out to be non-other then Jess Mariano working behind the counter smiling nonchalantly to the customers he was serving. He slipped an obvious bottle blond his phone number as he delivered her an order of pancakes.

Rory couldn't handle anymore, she ran out of the diner tears leaking like faucets from her eyes leaving Jesse their, to fend for herself. Rory started to hyperventilate after the door closed behind her and she began sobbing.

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"Grandpa," Jesse said looking for Luke because she didn't know why her mommy had left.

"Who you looking for kiddo," Jess said having heard her call for someone.

"My grandpa," she said staring at the man smiling innocently at him.

"What's his na…" Jess was about to finish when Luke scooped Jesse up in his arms flying her around in his arms.

"Grandpa," she giggled hugging Luke tightly.

"Hey monkey, where's your mommy?" Luke said having just gotten downstairs. He knew what Rory would do if she saw Jess and he had a feeling she was somewhere nearby.

"She left, crying again. I don't like when mommy cries." She said frowning up at Luke.

"Neither do I honey, come on lets get you to Li Li's" Luke said leaving the diner in the hands of his nephew.

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"Li Li," Jesse yelled and Lorelei scooped the little girl up as she had come running at her.

"Monkey, what are you doing here? Where's that mom of yours?" She asked hugging Jesse close to her.

"Lorelei I'm going to go out and look for her. She saw him before I was able to talk to her." At that one statement Lorelei clutched Jesse to her and nodded Luke off, telling him to go find Rory who Lorelei had a feeling was a wreck right now.

Authors Note////

Rory went to Yale for three months before she stopped and just stayed throughout her pregnancy. Jess NEVER returned within the years after he left after Keg.Max. Luke and Lorelei got married when Jesse was a year old and Jess did get his life together. Li Li is Jesse's nickname for Lorelei because she feels she is too young to be a grandma.