Drowning together

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I remember it all so clear, that time, your bright and wonderful blue,
Now all I can do is desperately search for it, I need it, where are you?
We started as enemies some time ago, you and I, we never got along,
so why is it that now that you're gone my longing for you is so strong?

You were trying to be just, I gave up on that a while ago, so why now?
Your own justice became your noose, all I can do is watch you, asking how.
I didn't believe in heroes or justice, I lived for myself, it was never bright,
But when I saw how you shone, your brilliant self, I knew you were right.

I tried to change, just for you, but you only saw him and all went down,
Now all I can do is cry and regret, mourning in silence as you drown.
I can't reach you now, all I can do is hope that she might be able to,
every time she calls I want it to be my voice, but it wouldn't reach you.

In the depths of the sea I struggle to understand, when did it go wrong?
It was finally starting dawn on me, you never really were that strong.
You kept your head high for your friends and pushed back against the pain,
But you went too far, you never saw me, a memory is all that will remain.

Don't worry, I know how it sucks to be alone, so for you I will return,
It's not how I thought it would go, but if it's for you I would even burn.
I now it won't happen, all hope will be lost and then there's only despair,
But even if that's how it was I want to fade with no one but you in a flare.

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Author's note: Just a little poem I wrote for alexsmdd, a fellow writer with some nice poems, as a... I dunno, you could call it a gift or in response to a challenge, I guess. I wrote this one on my own for a change, without help from Daniel. It's Kyouko x Sayaka and the one-sided nature of it, basically what might have gone through Kyouko's head at that time in the anime. So, what do you think? Should I try doing poems more often or is it just too childish?

We were also working on a slightly happier story about those two, if you'd like we could upload some chapters for that one as well. Sorry for the kind of cliché title, couldn't think of anything better and it kind of fits. Reviews would be appreciated, whether they contain critique or praise.

And of course all rights go to their respective owners, if they belonged to me that would've never happened to Kyouko and Sayaka...