A Subconscious Fight

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FYI: Italics is someone's dream, Bold is someone's inner thoughts, and Bold Italics is a Text Message.

This is a sequel to A Subconscious Hope. No review, no intro. Tori's struggle with what happened.

Chapter 1 - Terror Reignited

"Cat? Hey Cat?" Tori looked for her fiance, the redheaded beauty eluding her during their graduation. Which is pretty hard, because they were placed next to each other due to their last names.

"Hey there, baby! Look who I found." Jade was in tow, looking to Tori with Beck around her waist. Jade looked very disinterested, but knowing what Tori meant to Cat and what had happened, she was more than willing to at least stomach her. This was a happy day. She could muster the strength to be there for Cat and Tori. They were "friends."

"Oh, hey!" Tori pulled the redhead in, placing a long kiss on her lips. Andre, who had gotten over every seeing anything serious between the two girls, smiled. He looked for his girlfriend, a beautful blonde named Jessica.

"So, Tori, everything is ready." Cat, who had convinced Tori to come to Broadway with her, already had two casting calls for herself, and one for Tori lined up. They needed to be at their appartment in NY within the week, as the auditions were in two weeks. They did want a little time to find where they were and how to get around.

After celebrating with their friends, Tori's parents gave them a ride to the airport. With one last kiss from their parents, and a promise to call when they landed, the girls were off. Having first class tickets, they were alone (mostly) to do what they pleased. They spent the majority of their time making out.

When they finally landed, they collected their things and hailed a taxi. Their belongings had been shipped by her father, and Trina who was attending NYU, had been forced to set up their appartment. She initially whined, but when they promised to buy her acting lessons for a year, she agreed.

After finally arriving to their new home, and Cat kissing Tori, promising that it was the start of their new life, they crossed the threashold into their upper east side flat. What they weren't expecting, was their visitor. They could have sworn he was gone for good, but there he was.

"Hello, Kitty." He looked slyly at her, and then to Tori. "You still look just as hot as you were then." He started coming at them, and Tori blacked out-

"AAAHHHHHHH." Tori shot up screaming, the redhead by her side in an instant. The whole upper east side of NY probably heard them, but these things were commonplace. So no police were alerted, no one seemed to care. Cat, though, had her wrapped up instantly.

"Tori, what's wrong?" This was the first time since the attack that either had woken up with such terror, and Cat knew instantly what it was. She was trying to calm her fiance down, placing kisses to her temples and holding her tight. She fought with Tori, trying to get her to understand she was safe. But there was no hope, the terror was so strong there was nothing would help. Cat finally got up, grabbing a glass of water.

After several failed attempts at having her drink it, she threw it in her face. Somehow, it actually helped.

"Cat, what the hell? Why'd you do that?"

"Why were you screaming?"

"I wasn't screaming." Tori's voice was raw, damaged. It suggested otherwise.

"Yes you were, baby. What happened?"

"I- I-"

"NO!" Cat knew instantly. If he could get to her, imagine what he could do to her. She had done well at blocking it out, making it as simple as breathing. Her mental walls had some strength after three months, but now they seems as flimsy as wet tissue paper. The voices found their way in.

"Stupid little whore. You are more worthless now than ever before."

"I am not. I am starring in a Broadway production. And Tori is with me, too. So don't say she is either."

"You actually think she cares about you? She pities you. You are nothing more than a project. You know the moment you feel fine, she will leave you." Cat was trying to fight, but a distraught Tori beside her wasn't really helping the situation. And with her mental state, she couldn't do anything. So the two of them, both going through their own struggles, were alone to fight.

It was near three in the morning, and the girls were fighting with their inner demons. Cat was the first to have some breakthrough, noticing that Jade had sent a text to her earlier that morning. She knew why she didn't hear it. She and Tori had been fucking the hell out of each other, making sure that nothing around them were heard. Hell, there could have been video cameras taping them, and they would have never known.

She finally picked up her phone, seeing the picture attached to the message.

BECK PROPOSED! WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!

Jade had known she wouldn't get a response until the next day, so sleeping in Beck's comfortable embrace, she didn't expect a phone call at midnight. Especially from her bubbly redheaded bestfriend.

"Ughh, Cat. What the hell?"

"Jade, Tori had a nightmare."

"So."

"About him."

"Pick us up at the airport. We'll be there soon. We will call when we land."

Even though Tori wanted to be friends with Jade, and was even told they were, her subconscious told her differently. She and Jade were anything but. So seeing her would help. She knew that if Jade would pruposely come across country to help her, that she really did care. It would help, even if only while she were there.

Cat looked to her, kissing her again and using the most soothing voice possible.

"Tori, listen to me. I love you. He can't hurt you. He's gone. Jade and Beck are getting married. You're happy for them, right?" Tori nodded. "Okay, and Jade wants you to know she is coming in the morning. She's worried about you, enough to fly out to help." It took a few minutes to sink in, but once it did, she finally stopped rocking back and forth.

"Cat, please. Don't let him hurt me." Cat, understanding the fear and need in those words, looked at her, using two fingers to get Tori to focus on her.

"Promise, baby. Now then, I know sleep isn't possible right now." She could remember the countless sleepless nights, night terrors breaking her mental state. "So what do you want to do?"

"Well, I need to take my mind off things. And, well-" Tori eyed Cat up and down, which told enough that Cat took off her pajama top. Knowing that she didn't wear a bra to bed, because Tori liked to play in her sleep, she slowly teased her by antagonizingly pulling as slow as possible. Once it was gone, Tori latched on like a baby feeding from its mother.

Cat moaned to the contact, letting Tori wash her fear away. Cat finally had enough, dropping her pants and allowing Tori to do as she wished and needed. Tori's love and lust started overriding her fear, and she started going all in on Cat.

Finally getting on her knees, she used her mouth to trace her target. Using one finger to dip inside, and her free hand to cup a breast, Tori wasn't just fucking Cat. She was fighting. Cat knew this, so even though there was more pressure than usual, and it hurt, she let Tori do as she wanted and needed.

Cat, feeling her orgasm coming, started calling Tori's name. Letting herself fall back on the bed, har back started arching and she saw lights behind her eyelids. Finally coming, Tori considered stopping. But the fear wouldn't let her. She continued to push and use her tongue, Cat's breath hitching and sweat on her brow letting her know that she was going to be sore.

Tori finally relented, but Cat knew the fear wasn't gone. So she pulled Tori back up to her, using one hand to hold her's, intertwining their fingers. Her other hand dipped into the front of her pajamas, massaging her. She wanted Tori to forget, wanted her to feel safe. Tori, moving her body as close to her beauty, started succombing to the contact.

Cat knew she was finally letting go, and turned her and placed another long kiss on her lips. She unbuttoned her top, watching as the breasts contained within were exposed. Using the most loving and soothing words possible, she calmed Tori some more.

"Tori, I love you. You are the most beautiful, talented, perfect girl I know. I am the luckiest girl in the world to have you by my side. And I know I will have you forever, just like you will have me."

Cat mounted Tori, using her mouth to tease her breasts and one hand to massage Tori's moistness. Tori felt the fear and pain wahing away more minute by minute, and finally, she completely caved. She allowed herself to be taken over, the euphoria and pleasure washing over and calming her completely. She finally came, the release freeing her of everything. Their activities lasted until the sun came up, enticing the girls to shower up for their day. The fear was finally washed out of their minds.

Around nine AM, Jade called to tell Tori that she and Beck were getting on the plane, and would be there in about five hours. So around five PM, Cat and Tori were in their cab to the airport, excitement causing them to almost bounce off the walls. They wanted to see their friends so bad, because it had been three longs months after their graduation.

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"HEY, JADEY!" Cat ran instantly to her gothic friend, wrapping her in a death grip. Tori walked to Beck, placing a light kiss on his cheek. "Congratulations. And to you, Jade."

Jade hugged Tori, even managing a smile and having her loosen up.

"Tori, its okay. Cat told me. You are going to be fine." After another hug, the four friends went for an early dinner. Andre and Robbie would be in New York in a few days, to stay and watch Tori and Cat's show. There was alot of work to do, and even more healing for Tori and Cat.

Okay, so chapter 1! Not sure how long this will be, but there will be as much, if not more, struggle than A Subconscious Hope. I have a few ideas, but would like some help. Anything would be great. Thanks, and please R/E/R! (Read/Enjoy/Review!)