Hey!!!

There's my latest story!! It's a HitsugayaNaru (fem) Fic. Sorry if Toshiro is a little OOC.

"talking"

'thinking'

dream world/ flashback

Demon / jutsus

'demon thinking'

writing

Enjoy!

Disclaimer : I don't own bleach or Naruto.-cries-

Naru held Kenji close to her chest. NO, t-this couldn't be happening! Not like this. Kenji can't-.

"I-It's gonna be ok Kenji, -sniff- just-just keep holding on!" Naru cried as she held Kenji's broken and beaten body. It was her fault. If they weren't friends,.. if they didn't met,..Kenji wouldn't have gotten attacked. Its all her fault. Kenji weakly opened his eyes and looked at Naru,

"D-d-don't b-blame yourself N-Naru-chan," Kenji gasped out as blood slide onto his lips. " y-your thinking t-this i-i-is your fault, its NOT." Tears started gathering in Naru's beautiful blue eyes. Her best friend, her only friend was dieing. And she couldn't do anything about it. She couldn't protect him. She already sent a shadow clone for help, but that was five minutes ago.

"Naru," Kenji started he lifted his hands to show a necklace. " I w-want you to have this, i-it's your birthday p-present. And a-all my family s-scrolls, I want y-you to have th-them."

Kenji's eyes started to close as the light started to slowly leave them. His face was going pale. His breathing started to become slow. Blood dripped from his wounds onto the ground of the alley they were in and onto Naru.

"N-NO!" Naru cried. "Kenji please PLEASE don't go! I-I need you, your my best friend, my only friend! You were there when no one else was, your the only one who ever cared!!.... please don't go, please don't leave me all alone. I can't face them by my self,...I can't make it without you." Naru's voice dropped to a pained whisper at the end. Tears were know sliding freely down Naru face.

Kenji gave a small laugh. "You'll do fin-fine. You'll pull though, you always do. Your the str-strongest person I k-know. Your my s-strong,beautiful, car-caring, l-loving,amazing Yuki-hime-chan-sama-imouto." He smiled at the end. Naru sniffed as Kenji weakly put the necklace around her neck.

"I love you niichan" Naru whispered as Kenji went limp, his last words were a whisper that the wind carried though the alley, "love you too, be happy.. imouto..."

Naru never noticed how the necklace glowed when Kenji closed his eyes for the last time.

Naru stood before Kenji's grave with one black rose, one white and one blue one. She sat and placed all three roses on the ground right in front of the gravestone.

"Hey Kenji. I know it's only been a week since your death (murder) but, I feel so alone...so, out of place without you. …....Remember when we were seven and I once said ' I feel like I'm standing in a sea full of people,screaming at the top of my lungs, but no one will look up.'? Then I meet you, you saved me. I'm feeling like that again. Only this time,.. I have no one to save me. It's so different not having you here, not being able to talk to you, or to tell you what's wrong, or just hanging watching the night sky. I really wish you were here, but I know it's not possible." Naru said looking at the gravestone. A flash of light and the feeling of rain on her skin let her know it was raining. But Naru still

sat there for the rest of the night.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Next Morning XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Sunlight poured though the blinds onto Naru's sleeping face. She stirred a little until her eyes fluttered open. Naru looked to her left only to be met with a empty space on the bed. Her eyes became sad.

Flashback : 2 Weeks

Naru's opened her eyes and looked to her left, where Kenji lay sleeping. A small smile made it's way onto her face. Just then Kenji's eyes opened and he gave her a smile.

" Morn'n, hime." He said happily as he stretched. Kenji sat up pulling Naru with him and into a hug.

" Good morning," Came the soft almost shy reply as she hug back.

End Flashback

Naru sat up and turned on the Radio to hear 'When Your Gone' by Avril Lavigne.

I always needed time on my own

I never thought that I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

Naru walked into the bathroom listen to the song as she undressed and stepped into the shower.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

She grabbed the shampoo and messed it into her blonde locks closing her eyes.

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

Shampoo washed away from her hair and into the drain. She grabbed the conditioner and did the same thing.

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me though

The day and make it ok

I miss you

Naru stepped out of the shower, wrapped herself in a towel, and look in the mirror. A tear slide down her face as she thought of Kenji.

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

She sighed and went to her closet. She grabbed a blue spaghetti strap tank and a gray bra and put them both on.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

She then grabbed gray cargo shorts that go a little past her knees. She put on a Anbu belt, her pouch, and her kunai holster.

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me though

The day and to make it ok

I miss you

Naru grabbed her orange and black jacket ( the same one as in the anime.) and walked into the kitchen to get some breakfast.

We were made for each other

Out there for ever

I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me,yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

All the words I need to hear will always get me though

The day and make it ok

I miss you

She walked out the door locking it just as the song finished.

TBC

Heeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy

Here are the rose meanings and what the necklace looks like

1 White roses

White roses Represent purity and innocence.

2 Black roses

Symbolize death or loss.

3 Blue roses

Blue roses represent mystery or something desired, but unattainable.

4 The necklace is a 1 inch snowflake. It looks like Uryu's arrow from Ginrei Kojaku

5 The reason the necklace glow, your learn in the next chapter.

The reason Kenji called Naru 'Yuki-hime-can-sama' will be explained in future chapters.

Hikaru