Hey-ro! Ya, ya I know. Steve why are you typing up another story?
Well cause I got this idea and its been nagging me FOREVER! I know I will update my other story soon.
…=Raph breaking down into another sob.
Lalalala=Raph remembering
The normal writing is Raph writing his goodbye letter to his brother!
So, I hope you enjoy the first part of my story!
Lost. That is a word that can mean so many things. Tell me, can you explain to me what it means to be Lost? Can someone truly tell another what that word means?
From my experience, no one can. Even if your heart aches from losing someone close you still will not experience the meaning of, Lost.
Though, it may seem your heart is torn and your world is shattered, you are never truly lost. Because you always have someone close to you to lean on.
What if…there is no one to lean on? And there all just, dead…
My hands shake as I write my goodbye letter. Though I doubt anyone will find it. So as my hands shake violently, and my salty tears slip down my cheeks only to land on this paper, this is to my family…the family I lost so many years ago.
My name is Raphael Hamato,
And this is how my life was destroyed.
Dear Michelangelo Hamato,
My youngest brother, the one that pulled pranks the one to make me smile silently behind your back, and the clown in our team. Life is a cruel to take you away first. I cry harder each time I think of you. Though I wish you didn't go first, I bet you would have died in a worse way.
The night air was warm and sticky, humidity wouldn't even describe the weather. Dark storm clouds rolled across the sky covering the white moon light. Lightning flashed violently across the atmosphere leaving Thunder to radial the buildings. Warm round raindrops down poured from the sky hitting my skin roughly. My hands gripped tightly around the red fabric that wrapped around the handles to my weapons. Lights flashed again showing dark figures slowly walking towards us, weapons luminous in the bright burst of radiance. The foot came closer with each step surrounding me and my brothers. Rain mixed in with the little blood my body gave to the world. My teeth clenched tighter and my eyes became narrow. Amber eyes blazed with anger as I stared at my enemies head-on waiting for there move. I could feel my brothers shake slightly as exhausted secured harder onto us, but I pushed that aside knowing my brother were in danger. They were danger close now making me snap into action, ignoring my leader's orders.
I fought long and hard, killing each and every son of a bitch that came near me. A sword came down right for my head. I brought one sai up to block the attack and the other to grip the weapon and pry it from his black gloved hands. With the ninja weaponless I was able to send my sai into his neck making him gasp for air as blood filled his lungs. I quickly turned to the other solders that stood waiting for there death sentence. Giving a gory war cry I ran forward and jumped into the pile of foot ninja.
I don't know how long we fought the foot. I just remember hearing your ear piercing cry.
…
I wonder, Mikey, if I ever told ya…that I loved ya? If I never did, then I'm sorry…so, so very, very sorry.
A scream came to my right. My blood ran cold once I noticed the pain that was laced in the cry. I quickly dispatched the other foot that stood in my way from my brother. A loud thump bounced against my chest as I ran to his side. My hands shook slightly as I reached out to touch him. But before my hands could touch his warm bloody flesh, a whisper came from behind me making me stand up quickly.
Leo ran past me coming to his side. Leo's green skin reached out and touched his chest. A small painful gasp came from my big brother as he examined Mikey.
"Donny!" Leo called his voice breaking. Our purple bandied brother came to Mikey's other side. "Don help me check over Mikey," Leo ordered tightly, "Raphael you defend Mikey." Without thinking I attacked the ninja who where falling back.
Please forgive me Mikey.
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Please don't think I was discussed by how bad you looked. My heart broke that very second.
As I stepped forward, ready to tare the foot into a million pieces, they backed away. A growl ripped threw my throat as I started to run at them like a wild animal.
They just dodged my attacks. As if they meant to kill ya. My skins crawlin' now, and fresh tears still crawl away from my red puffy eyes and down my cheeks.
The roof was clear. The ninjas just seemed to melt into the shadows. Anger flooded my system once more and I screamed into the night sky. Lighting and Thunder was my response. Once the loud booming sound disappeared, tear-jerking voices clawed at my ears.
"Mikey stay with me," The voice sounded, childish? My head snapped towards the direction the voices came from. Leo held Mikey's head in his lap stroking his forehead gently. They already removed the sword that was lodged into his side. My brother's knee pads where pressed roughly against his sides stopping the blood flow.
Don suddenly stopped his work on Mikey. Leo snapped his head up, "Don…what's wrong?" Leo sounded frightened. I blinked trying to send the rain water out of my vision. Leo looked so small, fragile, never before have I seen my brother this defenseless.
"I…I can't," Donny said simply, staring at the blood that still leaked from my brothers sides.
"What?" Leo's voice broke. My leader quickly looked down into Mike's eyes that started to close, "Mikey!"
Leo started to cry for you bro. Leo! Can you believe it? He looked so scared Mike. I guess he wasn't fearless after all.
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Donny, he just gave up. Though I doubt he would have givin' up so quickly.
"Mikey! Please, please stay with me!" Leo shouted between painful sobs. "Don't leave bro. P-please, please Michelangelo don't leave me!"
My feet slid along the wet cement of the roof. As I approached his body, Leo pulled him into a full hug, resting Mikey on his lap, ignoring Mike's blood as it seeped onto his skin. Leo rocked Mikey back and forth, stuffing his face in Mike's neck.
As I reached my big brothers side, my knees gave out sending me to the ground. I laid there for what seemed like hours, Don stared at the ground and Leo sobbed holding our deceased brother.
Our bond broke that day. We were never the same. It was only a few months until it was Don's turn to pass.
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Michelangelo Hamato,
I love you. See ya soon.
So? What do you think heartbreaking right? If not I will make you CRY! Hehe, I'm so evil right?
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