Very very short... spoiler for Chap 131... after reading Foolishmoon's fanfic I was inspired! Copyright belongs to Mr. T (Tamura Ryuuhei)... he owns everything Beelzebub.


"As a wetnurse, I shall devote my remaining life to my master." That was my pledge to the demon king, to think otherwise is a travesty. Yet what is this? My heart wavers, my thought wanders, and memories of him infiltrate my mind.

I stared at the flames below me that is slowly spreading, and silently wished for this betrayal to no longer continue, could I choose to forget him first?

I felt relief as news of him attacking the school reached me. But relief was immediately replaced by hatred as I questioned my own loyalty. 'What are you doing Hilda? The safety of your master must come first!'

I shouted at him thinking that he should realize his part and how he hastily put the life of her master in danger. Did I really do that for him to recognize his responsibility as the parent? Or did I do it to verify what I did not want to know… 'He came to rescue me…'

As the fire grows bigger, should I feel fear or relief? Maybe with our history erased, I'll be able to continue with my role, unattached and unmoved. But is that what I really want?

A part of me wants to remember the human that forced himself into my memories. The three of us together with his parents, his sister, Furuichi, Alaindelon, Lamia, his schoolmates… did I really want to forget? As the first ember touches my feet, I can no longer debate with my inner self, I know what I want, and I finally gave in as I tried hard to keep remembering, 'Beel, Oga, Beel, Oga, Beel, Oga…'


Hope you liked it! Many thanks to my first reviewer, I did it on a whim... I didn't even bother editing!