I didn't plan this you know. The whole I may or may not love one of my best friends more then I should. Gosh if anything it's his fault with his golden hair and golden eyes that pierce their way into your soul, his killer smile, his laugh maybe, nope I know it's the way he says my name like it's something important. It really doesn't matter but it's his fault.
Any way it all started on the first day of my sophomore year. I was walking to my schools garden because my stupid school has two different lunches and I have second while Simon and Isabelle my other best friends have first and I heard the melody of my favorite song by my favorite band fallout boy What a catch, Donnie and when I turned the corner you and I would never have guessed who it was, Jace. Now as you may or may not know Jace lightwood was a cocky, self-centered jerk. I had no idea how Izzy and him were related. I saw him around so much that we just ended up becoming good friends.
I walked over to the bench by him and sat down, I turned to him and said Hi he said it back. I then asked the question that surely would have killed me if i didn't past my lips in the next 5 seconds.
Me: "Jace how do you know this song?"
(Cue uneasy breath)
Jace: "I was on YouTube one day really bored and was listening to a band called Panic! At the disco (cue internal fangirling) and this song came on so I gave it a chance and it turns out I love it. It's my favorite song of theirs."
Now as you can probably guess i am what professionals called obsessed with music. But, prominently pop punk-ish music. Like Panic! At the disco, Fallout Boy, etc. Simon says that it gets annoying how obsessed with them i get and he loves them too
Me: "By the angel I love FoB and Panic!"
Really really loud so loud a freshman walking by started running to class. This would have been funny if I wasn't totally embarrassing myself. I then realized the volume in which I had just said this and put my face in my hands to try and hide the red in my cheeks that probably matched my hair and this is when it happened Jace grabbed my hand slowly so I couldn't hide my face any more.
Jace: " You love them too! I thought I was the only one."
And I couldn't help it I felt this thing inside like you know how a butterfly flies around in a net that's what it felt like. And so for the next few weeks we just sat at that spot at lunch and talked. Sometimes about bands other times school or we just talked about stuff we couldn't really talk about with other people. I told him a lot, I mean not everything but a lot and it felt good to sit by him to look in to those Gold eyes, to hear his laugh and to hear him say my name like it mattered, Clary.
So hi if your reading this not in a weird way or anything but I love you and thank you so much. This is the first fanfiction I have ever written so please be kind and if you would like me to write more just say so.
-Clearmoonlight
***Edit***
Ok so i just edited this. So thank you BlackHeartedTigress for the constructive and kind comments. I also really love reading your reviews.
