Hari spread his legs on the sheets, letting Chisaki settle himself in between them. Hari relaxed his body and closed his eyes, waiting for Chisaki to get on with what he was doing.

Chisaki rubbed Hari's bare body with cold, gloved, fingers that seemed lifeless.

Hari didn't mind it at all. As long as he knew it were Chisaki's hands, he was perfectly okay with it.
Whenever they had sex they always kept it calm and not messy. Chisaki couldn't handle seeing sweat drenching the bed.
Hari had figured this out from an earlier experience when they first had sex.

It certainly was messy and there was a lot of sweat. Hari wanted him to be as rough as possible and that's what Chisaki did.

Hari actually liked how rough it was. He still misses the feeling of having Chisaki whisper dirty things into his ear as he cried out for him to slow down while grasping the sheets with his hands.
Hari sighed, knowing it just a memory now. A memory he won't be able to get back.

"What's wrong?" Chisaki asked, stopping to look at Hari.

"It's nothing. Just get on with it" Hari replied, plainly. Chisaki knew something was wrong.

"You can tell me, y'know" he said, still trying to get Hari to budge.

Hari finally gave up.
"Okay, fine. So when we first had sex, it was pretty rough and honestly, I liked it a lot, but of course, you don't. That's what's kind of upsetting. It's hard to enjoy sex now. It feels like a job that you have to wake up early in the morning for"

Chisaki listened and then took this into thought, looking across the sheets getting lost in his thoughts.
"If it really bugs you that much, I guess we could try that, again"

Inside, Hari felt a glimmer of excitement. He gave Chisaki a gentle smile which made him look the other way in embarrassment.
"Well, I guess I'll get started"

Hari settled himself in the sheets again, still having his legs spread out.
Chisaki had started out a little gentle, slicking two fingers with lube and then entering them into Hari's entrance.
Hari was okay with this. Frankly, he was hoping for him to be gentle at this part and was happy to see that his hope came true.

Each minute, Chisaki started setting his pace a little faster. Hari's breath hitched as he felt the fingers rub against his walls and almost right at his prostate. He was about to start begging Chisaki to just press into it already, but he knew better to be patient.

Chisaki hated it when people rushed him or told him what to do. He made he mistake of rushing him during sex one time.

Chisaki didn't necessarily act that happy about it, instead he yelled at Hari to shut up and wait.

Hari had never felt that much fear in his life before. It was horrifying, especially with a guy like Chisaki.

Hari snapped out of his thoughts when a hot feeling overwhelmed him. Chisaki had finally found his prostate.

"Ah" He blurted out. His face went red when he had realized what he just did. "Oh- uh, sorry" He apologized.

"It's fine?" Chisaki said.

Hari screamed at himself inside feeling embarrassment stab at him. He was about to apologize again but then stopped himself in time.

When Chisaki thought that he was stretched enough, he removed his fingers and wiped his fingers on Hari's shirt. Hari wanted to protest.
Chisaki stretched his arms out in the air and yawned.

Hari could tell that at this point, he just wanted to hurry up with this and go to sleep.

"We can stop now if you want-"

"No no, it's fine. I'm feeling a little drowsy but don't worry, it's nothing"
Hari nodded and suddenly felt like he didn't want to talk for the rest of the session. It was probably the best thing to do anyways. Chisaki seemed as if he was starting to get frustrated anyways

Chisaki slid a condom over his cock and made sure it was completely on. Hari watched as he did this, a little disappointed. He hated the rubbery feeling.

It was so uncomfortable.

"Alright, I'm ready" Chisaki said, taking a deep breath.

He slid into Hari and kept at a slow pace for the beginning. Hari just waited for him to pick up the speed.

"Overhaul, you said you wouldn't be gentle!" Hari argued. He would call him Kai but everytime he did, Chisaki told him to refer to him as Overhaul. Hari thought it was a little stupid but went along with it anyways.
Chisaki slammed into Hari, making Hari slam his head into the board behind him.

He gasped in surprise at the sudden movement.

He wanted to say something but before he could, Chisaki kept at the fast pace, making Hari almost bite his tongue each time.

"ohh.." Hari breathily whispered through squinted eyes. His body temperature started heating up more each time Chisaki slammed into him.

"So, is this better?" Chisaki asked, ramming his hips into Hari's, not giving Hari any chance to speak.

"Y-yes!" Hari managed to get out without biting his tongue.

Chisaki smiled. "Good.. it's nice to see you finally aren't complaining"

The sound of skin hitting each other and heavy breathing sounded throughout the room for about ten minutes.

Hari was so happy to finally feel what he had felt the first time. Although he had to admit, right now, it felt very boring. It was nice to look back at the memories when they were only about seventeen. That was the first time they actually had sex with each other.

At that time, Hari knowing that Chisaki hated germs, was a little afraid to ask him about it, scared Chisaki would yell at him in response. Luckily, Chisaki had agreed to it and told him they could do it later.
Hari couldn't contain his excitement that exact night. He was finally about to have sex with the love of his life!

Chisaki grabbed Hari, hands pressed onto his back. Chisaki pulled him close they were not even a feet apart from each other.

They both could hear each other's deep breathing and low moans.

Chisaki ran a hair through Hari's hair, feeling the sharp tips of his hair brush against his fingers but not break any skin.

If the hair did, Chisaki didn't even want to imagine how that would end up like. Awkward probably.

Hari's face was tinted with a light red. They both stared into each other's eyes, panting.

Chisaki slowed down eventually and then came to a complete stop. He pulled Hari off his lap and then sat on the edge of the bed, sliding the condom off of his cock.

He tossed it into the trash and then laid down with Hari.

The window had already been opened and since they were really sweaty, they decided that the blanket wouldn't be needed for tonight.

Hari felt as if this time was his favorite. He something so strange staring into Chisaki's amber eyes. He couldn't quite put his finger on the word. Was it lust?.. Desperation..?
Guess he'd never know.