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It's late one night in the middle of the toughest cases they have ever had. The whole squad has been up for four days straight. They have been at each other's throat for most of the last 12 hours. There isn't much more any of them could say to one another they hasn't been said. Fin stormed out about an hour ago fuming from the comment Elliot made. Elliot was fed up with the dead ends and decided to take it out on Fin. Cragen sent Elliot to the crib for some down time. They haven't slept in days. Munch is quiet throughout most of the commotion. He just stares out of the window near his desk. These past 4 days have been the most stressful any of them have ever faced. They're afraid to admit this is their worst nightmare.

4 days ago

Munch receives a call from Olivia's cell. All he could hear is a muffled sound and screaming. He called to Cragen to pick up and listen. Before Cragen could get the trace, the phone went dead. The next hours were crucial and they all knew it. Her apartment was untouched and no signs of any struggle. There were no traces of anything. She must have been grabbed on her way home the night before. That was 4 hours before they received the call from her cell. Elliot was beside himself with worry. He never should have let her leave with that maniac on the loose. He should have insisted he go with her. He had a feeling she shouldn't be alone. She had told him she was a cop with a gun. He didn't need to worry about her.

A man named Ray Ivy was a rapist/murderer who was convicted a week before Olivia's abduction. He had raped and killed over 5 women by the time they caught him. There was no remorse for what he did and he was proud of his work. He made threats to Olivia while in interrogations. He told her she was going to pay for ruining his plans. Of course at the time, no one believed for a minute he would be able to do anything. He would be convicted and put behind barsfor the trial he escaped while being transferred to Rikers. For precaution, Cragen had police detail on all of the squad. The night Olivia was kidnapped, the detail somehow lost track of her. When Elliot found the dumb ass, he beat the shit out of him. How could a police detail lose someone? The 1PP sent Elliot home; but within hours he was back. Cragen didn't say a word to him; in honesty they all wanted to do beat the shit out of that guy.

The last time the detail saw of her was going into a restaurant around 9:30 pm. They waited about an hour then went to check to see if everything was okay. One of the details made a call to the prescient at 10:35pm. Their captain said to check around a little more, they must have missed her coming out. They later went to her apartment building, saw that a light was on. They agreed they must have lost track of her leaving the restaurant, but she was home safe. Cragen was never called on what was going on. Needless to say heads did roll over this lack of procedure.

They interviewed every employee that worked that night. The restaurant manager said there was no commotion. The waitress remembered Olivia being there and said she seemed fine. They never saw a man with her at any time. Olivia had waited for her take out and left. How the detail missed her leaving no one knows. Officers checked every ally way from the restaurant to her apartment which was a few blocks away. Ivy must have grabbed her from the sidewalk, put her in a vehicle, and drove off. There were no signs of any type of struggle. Forensics stated she must have been grabbed from behind. He probably used chloroform which knocked her out immediately.

They still haven't heard anything from Ivy. They were sure he would contact them at some point. They don't want to think the worst. They can't give up hope. The entire police force has been working around the clock looking for any evidence. It's like she dropped off the face of the earth.

Elliot lies on her bunk thinking about where she is. He can't sleep, he can't eat. He won't do anything until he knows she is alright. He closes his eyes and all he sees are her eyes begging him to find her. He can hear her praying for him to come for her before it's too late.

He sits up with tears running down his face and whispers," Where are you, Liv?"

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4 days ago

When she comes to, she feels nauseas, her head is spinning, and her eyes are heavy. She hears quiet thumping sounds. It sounds like someone's foot steps. The sound gets louder and louder. Then she hears a door creaking and then slamming shut. It makes her jump and she begins to move over on the bed. But it's dark and she can't see anything. She hears his voice; she knows right away who it is. He moves closer to her saying he told her she would pay for locking him up. He flicks the lamp on beside the mattress and grabs her hair, pulls her. She falls on to the floor immediately. He kicks her in the side yelling at her to get up. She tries but her body is not cooperating. Her hands are tied behind her back. She tries to speak; but her mouth is gagged. The room is very small and cold. There are no windows it seems like some kind of warehouse. She tried to remember how she got here. The last thing she remembers is walking home from the restaurant.

He begins to drag her by the hair across the room, she begins to fight him. She tries to get away from him; but his grip on her hair is too strong. He lets go of her hair and grabs her under her arms, puts her up over his shoulder walks down the hall. She struggles against him but it's no good.

A few minutes, later he stops and puts her down on her feet. She sways and looks around. They are in dark room where there is a table set with a meal for her to eat. This confuses her; she looks up at him then back at the table. She isn't hungry; but she knows she needs to eat to keep her strength up. The nausea is worse now that she is stand up. All she wants to do is sleep. She can't let her guard down. He grabs her around the neck explains to her no one can hear her if the screams. If she does he will beat her and then she will never get a meal again. He removes the gag, she doesn't say anything. She knows she has to eat to say alive. He tells her to sit down so she does. He sits of the other side of the table, begins eating. He grabs her fork and puts it to her mouth. She eats only a little; afraid of what is in the food. There could be traces of drugs. He helps her with the bottled water as well. She drinks quite bit of it. Her mouth is extremely dry.

After they finish, he takes her back to the room, throws her on the mattress, turns out the light, and shuts the door behind him. She hears the locks. She sits up trying to remember how she allowed herself to be kidnapped. She is a cop, this shouldn't have happened. What the hell happened to the detail? It's just her luck to have idiots watching her, when she needs them the most. How could she be so careless? She isn't invincible. She should have taken Elliot up on his offer get her home. He will blame himself for all of this. It's not his fault, she knows he will never forgive himself if… if she doesn't make it out alive. She needs to get out of here. Her nausea is back and she decides to lie down for a bit. Within minutes she is asleep.

Present day

It's been days, she's not sure how many, could be a week. Ray comes for her twice a day to eat, once a day to use the bathroom. She feels disgusting and is in need a bath. There are no signed of a full bathroom. He always seems to be clean and dressed each day. So she figures he must be leaving her here alone in this horrible place.

She noticed the second day she had huge gash on the back of her head. It must have happened when he took her. That probably explains her memory loss. It bothers her; she doesn't remember what happened from the time she was walking home until she woke up here. She was out for several hours. The past two days she has been progressively getting worse. Her nausea is still there. She tries to eat but she still is afraid of what he could be feeding her. She drinks the bottled water. He hasn't lashed out at her for not eating that much.

He has beaten her twice since she has been here. She asked him what he planned to do with her. He hit her a few times in the face and stomach. Then he told her to never talk to him again. She wasn't allowed to speak to him. Yesterday he came in and threw her on the floor and began hitting her in the back while straddling her. He said she needed a good beating. Then grabbed her up and threw her back on the mattress. She thought he was going to rape her. He looked at her for a long time, then turned, and left the room. She was confused by this. It was the first time he came in angry and lashed out at her. She hates having her hands bound; she feels so helpless. She couldn't fight back.

The fact that she knows what he did to the other women isn't helping her state of mind. This time it's different, he never kidnapped the others. She doesn't know what he has planned for her. He could keep her here for months or even years. She is going to go mad if she continues to think about it.

Her mind then goes to Elliot. She knows he must be going crazy trying to find her. She just wishes he would hurry. She lies there with tears in her eyes and whispers," El, where are you?"

TBC

Will they find her in time? What has Ray got planned for her?