"That Empty Bird Cage (That shows my heart)" A Meiling POV fanfic By: White Reflections

Disclaimer and Author's Note: Hello everyone!! Thank you for visiting my fanfic. Hope you'll enjoy it ne? umm. I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura CLAMP does so please don't sue me!! ^_^ Thanks again!!! Please review I would like to see if you like it or not.

As I woke up and saw the clock, it's still morning, 5:30am and getting ready for the morning. I cannot even sleep for the fact that I have an empty heart. The wet pillow shows how sad I was and how lonely I was. My clothes are all wrinkled and my face is so dry after all the tears that ran down my pale cheeks. My hair is a bit wet of all the tears that tastes like salt water. My butler, Wei always asks me if I was ok, I always said that I was okay, but when I saw his face I can tell that he knows that I'm lying. The only person, that special person that I love is gone forever. I couldn't bear it when he told me. Crying on my closest friend's lap, Daijouji-san, I told everything that he told me. She was the only person that can understand me. Though she cannot help me take it away that sharp pain that tore my soul apart, into a million pieces, just because he said "I found another person that I truly love." I knew he loved and did not want to take it.

Kinomoto-san.

She was a rival to me. I thought that she'd take him away from me. I was so cold and cruel to her. Though she treated me so nicely. I knew that he will like her, and will soon love her. On that day when I visited back, I heard the most important and the saddest word to me; he called her by her first name, Sakura. I was so shocked and I knew by that word that he liked her.

Jealousy..

Called me jealous? I guess you can say that. I don't know if I hate or like Kinomoto-san, she is in love with him, I was so mad, but she was so kind. What kind of person is that? Unique? You can say that too. Loved by everyone and a lot of people thinks she's cute. Some people think that I am victorious of course, but not victorious in love.

Memories.

I went back to the porch. where I remembered that time. where him and I are small. I turned and saw the most valuable thing to me. that birdcage. It's now empty because I made that cardinal fly away. Just to let go of those happy memories. I still remember when I was small. I was crying because my bird flew away. He actually cared about me and doesn't want to see me sad. I thought that he cared about me, but not anymore, after I saw that.

Author's Note: Thank you again that you visited!! ^_^ Please review!! I might make another one of another fanfic based on CCS. Of course that Sakura and Syaoran are the best couple!! I just feel sad for Meiling so I made this!!!!!!! Ja ne!