Disclaimers: I don't own Them

Summery: Buffy's Thoughts the night of the big fight

Spoilers: from the time Faith came to town to the night she fell from
the window

Pairings: None

Feedback: I'll take anything you want to give

What You Left Behind....

When You first came to town
I thought you were nothing but trouble
But then as I grew to know you
I accepted you as a friend

Then one day without knowing it
I realized I had fallen in love
These feelings were new to me
I had never felt that way

So I just let them go
Pushing them to the back of my mind
Thinking one day I would be able
To tell you how I felt

But as the days went on
I noticed that you were changing
Becoming more and more dangerous
To yourself and to others

I tried to talk to you
But the only answer I got was
Want, Take, Have
I knew then you did'nt care

If you had a life to live
Then the night came when
We both made the fatal mistake
You by taking a life

Then locking your feelings away
Me by thinking the worse and not
Taking the time to look that you
Really did regret that night

Now you have turned to another and I play
The part of not caring
Even though it's all a lie
I know that the truth will never be known

You chose the side that will give you
The escape you've been looking for
Tonight as I stand before you holding
The answer to all your misery

I have to wonder if you ever felt the same
I think I saw the answer flicker in your eyes
After I stuck you with the knife and wonder
If you accepted your fate and what you left behind