POV: Jupiter Schnee-Nekos OC

Chapter One: A Broken Heart for the Ages

I stood there, trying to comprehend what was going on before my eyes. 'This isn't real. It's just a delusion,' I told myself for what had to be the 50th time that minute. I pinched and I even bloody slapped myself to try and get my mind to stop playing such a cruel game with me. But it wasn't a trick my eyes weren't fooling me. That's when the cruel reality of the situation hit me. 'Cinder was kissing Neo.' As those words echoed through my mind, I felt something in me break as tears started to blur my vision and stream down my face. Whatever it was that broke inside of me must had been loud enough for them to hear, because the next time I looked, I met my sister's and Neo's eyes. That was the last thing I saw before I slammed the door to the roof and ran. I ran like my life depended on it. I heard them rush over and rip the rooftop door open. I heard my si- no, I heard Cinder as she called for me to come back but I couldn't. The mental image of their lips locked together drove me to run faster. To run away from what was causing my system to metal-function, to cause me to cry of all things. Something that I was sure that I had erased from my database. For it something I was no longer capable of doing. As I was running I tripped, cutting my left leg and dented my right. It hurt like hell, but I didn't care, I had to get away from there. I got up and continued my mad dash away leaving a trail of my blood.

When I finally stop running I realized that one, I had no idea where I was and two, despite running forever, I check my scroll. A had full hour pasted my top speed i wasn't capable of feel anything I felt numb. Other than that I felt heavy, and there was and this emptiness, an emptiness in me that I haven't felt in a long time but only now that emptiness was much deeper than before. I thought of Cinder but when I did all I felt was, Anger, Despair, but what I felt most of all was... I couldn't figure out what. Then it came to me.Was this feeling one of betrayal? That made no sense. Why did I feel so betrayed by Cinder. The girl who had found me and my sisters, the girl who gave me a purpose, the girl who showed me a path when I lost the very reason I kept fighting to survive all those years ago. Why did hurt so much when I saw Cider and Neo kissing?

Was this the side-effect of this so called feelings of 'love' I had for Neopolitan as Emerald and even Mercury said was this odd sensation that made me smile out of pure bliss whenever Neo was around, that made me willingly WANT to do something to help lighten her workload whenever she had to do something to do for Cinder or make her smile no matter the cost whenever she's upset. Was my love for Neopolitan the reason my heart soared every time she gave me her prize winning smile…at that thought, I finally realized what had broken, no, it was worse than that, what had shattered inside of me. I curled up under a tree and sobbed quietly as I desperately tried to pick up the remains of the small shards the foundation of every living creatures soul. The piece's that were the remains of…...

My Heart.