Restless
Have I seen you in a dream? A distant memory of the past? Ever since I saw you something began to trouble me. What can it be? I see your violet eyes when I close mine. I hear your voice when I clear my mind. Every second of every day is filled with nothing but thoughts of you.
I cannot feel anything. I am numb..at lest that what I thought until I met you. Its your fault. I have only one weakness and its you. I despair because its true. How can this be? We never spoke to each other. In the distant past, were you some one I knew?
I'm afraid. I don't want to know what you are to me. What if you end up being some one important to me? Will that make me even more lonely? You are a shinigami. I am a arrancar. Something between us is not meant to be.
I feel lonely when you are not around. I feel even lonelier when you are. So close to me, yet you are still out of reach. I silently endure this torture. Even tonight, as I lay awake, I feel the silence screaming. I want to go to you and hold you in my arms. I want to hear you say my name. Most of all, I want to see your smile meant only for me.
This feeling was not meant to be. I know the only one that has to deal with this burden is me. So as I lay awake and you sleep. My selfish wish is that for only this one time, you dream of me.
Another RukiaXStark one shot. I hope you enjoyed it even though its really short.
