Title: Suicide - a "Naruto" fanfiction
Originally Written: July 3, 2010 at 01:48
Pairing: hinted Uchiha Sasuke x Uzumaki
Disclaimer: Original Story and Characters Copyrighted by Masashi Kishimoto
Warnings: Slight hints of shounen-ai. If you don't know what that means, please click the "Back" button.
At times, I am afraid of myself. Afraid - of what I'll do. I know what I'm capable of - and what I can do when the trigger is pulled. And I am afraid, afraid of what will happen when that time comes.
He assures me that it will never happen, not as long as he is around. I counter that he cannot always be there with me, 24/7. He says that he won't let me have it happen. I scoff - not everything that he wants will be given to him, even if it has happened before.
I can hear their voices, egging me on. Words of cruelty, of spite. They can try their best to block the worst, but in the end those words are still heard.
I can still hear them echoing in my head.
They tell me to go ahead, because no one cares. They tell me, no, it is not true because they care.
Contradictions - lies.
They always lie to me.
About the situation, about themselves, about me. I can only trust him.
And even he lies occasionally too.
But at least I trust him with my life - even if it not worth much.
These thoughts swirl around in my head, unhampered by their attempts to stop them. Whispering, goading me forward - to leave, to harm, to destroy.
And maybe I will one day. One day I will destroy it all with a single action.
Suicide.
Translations of who Naruto is referring to:
Second Paragraph - Sasuke (he)
Third Paragraph - Villagers (they/voices); Friends (they)
Fifth Paragraph - Villagers (they); Friends (they)
Eighth Paragraph - Sasuke (him)
