Title: Suicide - a "Naruto" fanfiction

Originally Written: July 3, 2010 at 01:48

Pairing: hinted Uchiha Sasuke x Uzumaki

Disclaimer: Original Story and Characters Copyrighted by Masashi Kishimoto

Warnings: Slight hints of shounen-ai. If you don't know what that means, please click the "Back" button.


At times, I am afraid of myself. Afraid - of what I'll do. I know what I'm capable of - and what I can do when the trigger is pulled. And I am afraid, afraid of what will happen when that time comes.

He assures me that it will never happen, not as long as he is around. I counter that he cannot always be there with me, 24/7. He says that he won't let me have it happen. I scoff - not everything that he wants will be given to him, even if it has happened before.

I can hear their voices, egging me on. Words of cruelty, of spite. They can try their best to block the worst, but in the end those words are still heard.

I can still hear them echoing in my head.

They tell me to go ahead, because no one cares. They tell me, no, it is not true because they care.

Contradictions - lies.

They always lie to me.

About the situation, about themselves, about me. I can only trust him.

And even he lies occasionally too.

But at least I trust him with my life - even if it not worth much.

These thoughts swirl around in my head, unhampered by their attempts to stop them. Whispering, goading me forward - to leave, to harm, to destroy.

And maybe I will one day. One day I will destroy it all with a single action.

Suicide.


Translations of who Naruto is referring to:

Second Paragraph - Sasuke (he)

Third Paragraph - Villagers (they/voices); Friends (they)

Fifth Paragraph - Villagers (they); Friends (they)

Eighth Paragraph - Sasuke (him)