I'm not that girlHands touch, eyes meetSudden silence, sudden heatHearts leap in a giddy whirlHe could be that boyBut I'm not that girl.
Claudine glanced over at Lauren and her boyfriend, that scene seemed wrong somehow, it could be jealousy or maybe it was the fact it seemed so perfect in the middle of the bored teenagers sick of being yelled at by Stefan.Don't dream too farDon't lose sight of who you areDon't remember that rush of joyHe could be that boyI'm not that girlEvery so often we long to stealTo the land of what-might-have-beenBut that doesn't soften the ache we feelWhen reality sets back in
Claudine settled into her daydream, Lauren's soft features replaced by her own perfectly styled ones. She quickly snapped out of it tears dwelling in her mascara-clad eyes, she blinked them away'Why do I love him? He's not mine, and won't be… ever' she thought to herself. She remembered the time she'd taken Danny straight from Lauren's arms, she won him, oh how she longed to do it again. Claudine had told herself enough times to know it was stupid to love him still but… he was too perfect, she couldn't resist.
Blithe smile, lithe limbShe who's winsome, she wins himGold hair with gentle curlThat's the girl he choseAnd heaven knowsI'm not that girl...
Lauren… clever, pretty, nice, understanding, funny… all-round perfect Lauren was the only thing in her way. Claudine did not like things standing in the way of her wants or dreams, and when Claudine doesn't like something she gets rid of it and makes sure her own way is achieved…
Don't wish, don't startWishing only wounds the heartI wasn't born for the rose and pearlThere's a girl I knowHe loves her soI'm not that girl...
But… she couldn't stop Danny being in love with her, she didn't want to break Lauren's heart by taking him… again. Claudine frowned at her new approach to things, she was being… nice!? She knew she couldn't obtain her desire so she left it alone. Well, of course she would get her way with someone else, someone she deserved who could make his mind up about who he loved. She adjusted her gaze to BB and smiled, he was nice… yeah.
