Little Sammy Winchester knew a lot of things; after all he was a big boy now, he's almost five so he's almost as big as Dean. Sammy knew how to tie his shoes, how to count to one hundred, he also knew the whole alphabet! He knew that his favorite breakfast was Lucky Charms and that his mom was in heaven sleeping with angels.

What Sammy didn't know, although he is a big boy, was why the teachers at his preschool talked about mummy's, and daddy's, grandma's and grandpa's but they never talked about Dean's, when he asked his teacher about that she told him that not everybody has a Dean, but they may have siblings, whatever that means. He also didn't know why he has to lie to his teachers that his Dad is waiting in a car whenever Dean picks him up from school, when Daddy's not even home.

Sammy also knows that Dean is often sad, he always hears Dean crying in the bathroom, but he doesn't ask anymore, he remember that Dean called him a 'noisy little gremlin' the last time he asked so he just seats quietly and eats his mac and cheese. What he also doesn't know is why Dean is never hungry when Daddy's not home but when he is Dean would not leave the kitchen.

What Sam knows is that whenever Dad comes back from one of his trips there's going to be a new toy or candy for both him and Dean, Daddy will ruffle his hair and tell him to go play. Sometimes he hears Daddy raising his voice, and he knows Dean's in trouble. When that happens he picks through the door quietly and often doesn't understands why Daddy has tears in his eyes, and why Dean is crying. Maye he should cry too? He knows Dad will kneel in front of Dean and say 'You should've called me or Jim, you can't keep doing that, I can't lose you too!' And then he hugs Dean very hard. They always get out for a meal on those days and Daddy let's Dean pick whatever he wants, and buys them a milkshakes or ice cream. Sammy doesn't know why this is happening. What he knows is that when Dad gets back from another trip it will all happen again. And that Dean will never call anyone, because he says he's a big boy and he can handle everything. Sam also knows he wants to be just like his big brother.

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