Chapter 1

Meredith was sitting on a bed in an on call room with closed eyes.

«one minute»

«two minutes»

«three minutes» she counted in her head.

Slowly she opened her eyes and looked down at the little, white plastic stick in her hands. Nervousety filled her veins.

It read 'pregnant',she was pregnant. A big smile crossed her face at the thought.

This was her baby, her's and Derek's made with and by love.

Derek... she had to tell Derek. She jumped off the bed only to bang her head into the upper berth.

«Damn it!» She cursed rubbing her head.

« Hey, quiet down there.» A dark male voice shouted.

Meredith jumped, she hadn't noticed that there was someone else in the room. The voice was familiar though. She quickly turned around and took notice to the man in the bed. It was none other then Mark Sloan.

«Sorry Mark didn't see you upp there.» She whispered, still with a smile one her face.

«Nah, it's okay Grey. Why are you smiling like that by the way? It's sickening me.» He said with a grimace on his face.

«Im pregnant!» She blurted out, incapable of keaping it back any longer.

«Whoa! Congrats Grey have you told Derek yet?» he asked giving her a big smile.

«No, I just found out. I was acctualy on my way before I woke you up.» she replied teasingly.

«Thangs for that by the way.» He said rolling his eyes.

«Well, since I'm already up I'll come with you. I want to see Derek's face when you tell him.» he grinned. «Relax Grey he won't evern notice me, I'll stand behind a corner or something.» he said quickly, noticing the look on Meredith's face.

«Fine, come on then.» She sighted, she didn't bother putting up an fight.

«Great, let me just put on my scrubs.» he said as he jumped down from the bed.

«You and Shep have the perfect baby. Like a mini McDreamy or whatever, oh my god did I just say that!» he laughed as the walked out the door. She laughed with him as he tied up his scrub pants.

Derek Shepperd walked through the corridors thinking of Meredith. The had been together for months now and they was doing great. He was ready to pop the question.

He had even bought a ring. The problem was that he had no idea how to do it.

He was dragged out of his thoughts when he heard the laughter he loved so much.

He began running after the familiar voice, but stopped dead tracks when he turned the corner and saw who she was laughing with. His heart broke in a thousand pieces as he watched Mark Sloan laugh with Meredith, tying his scrub pants. His hair bristling all around his head. He turned and run as fast as his feets would allow him to.

Chapter 2

Meredith walked out to the parking lot. The rain was pouring down, soaking her cloths.

She was exhausted, she had looked after Derek everywhere without any luck.

She was walking to her car when she spotted him. «Finally!» she breathed. He was sitting on a bench not too far away. She started running to him as fast as she could. «Derek, Derek!» she yelled.

When she reached him, she noticed something was wrong. His eyes was dark and cold.

«Meredith.»he said simply, but she could hear the pain and anger in his voice.

She was a little confused but she still had to tell him about the baby.

«Derek we need to talk.» she smiled

«Yeah, we do.» he answered, his voice shaking with anger.

Meredith's smile sunked a little but still keeping it on the face.

«I have something to tell you.» she said seducide.

«I already know.» his voice still not changing.

This caused Meredith to frown. She thought he would be happy with this.

«Aren't you happy?» She said tears forming in her eyes.

«HAPPY!» he screamed «Why on earth would you think I would be HAPPY!»he yelled at her.

«I guess I was wrong then.» she thought as she let the first tears fall.

«You know, I was going to propose to you, but now...» he picked up a lavender colored velvet box from his pocket and threw with all his power across the parking lot.

«Screw you.»he said. Then he looked her stright in the eyes and whispered «I don't wanne see you, I don't wanne talk to you. I hate you Meredith Grey. May you rot in hell just like your mother. You'r just like her.» He started walking away when he turned. «Have a nice life.» he spat, before getting in his car and drive off. Away from Seattle, from his old life and from Meredith Grey.

Meredith let herself fall to the wet ground, tears now falling uncontrollably from her eyes making way down her cheeks. She felt like a knif had been stabbed in her chest and ripped it open. It would probaly hurt less anyway. He said he hated her, that she was just like her mother. He didn't want her, he didn't want their baby. After tweny minutes ore so she dried her tears away with her sleeve and stood up. Fine, she would do it his way. He didn't want their baby? Fine, she would get rid off it first thing in the morning. They would never see eatch other again, they would never talk. She would never shed more tears for Derek Shepperd again. She got in her car and drowe home. She never noticed the person behind the bushes who had overheard the whole conversation.