A/N ~ Hey guys! Before you read here are some things you need to know about this story. If I think of anything else I'll add them to the next chapters.

*Bella's name is Isabella Lily Potter, ( I know, not imaginative but…) and she turned 16 not 18 in New Moon, but the Cullen's don't know that.

* Bella is also the twin sister of Harry. I'll explain their story, like who did what, in a later chapter.

*Bella attended her fifth year at Hogwarts up until winter break, then she went to Forks ( will be explained later). Her party took place on August 28, Edward left on August 30 and she returned that day. They will be entering their sixth year at Hogwarts.

Alrighty, on with the story...

"It will be as if I never existed…" His last words hauntingly echoed through my ears. Such an empty promise to make, no matter how much I wished it weren't so, the memory of him was permanently etched into my brain. If I wasn't in so much agony, I would have laughed at him. But laughing was the last thing from my mind.

I guess I deserved it, deserved his rejection, for keeping my secret from him for so long, when all he did was be honest, even if it hurt both of us, but mostly me. I can only wonder what he would have thought if I had told him. He probably would have thought me insane. Maybe I am crazy.

My thoughts became to much for my 'fragile human mind' to bear and I couldn't contain the gasp that the agonizing pain caused in my chest. It set my heart a flame as I tried to pull myself to my feet. I was in such a daze after he left me that I hadn't even registered the fact the my feet had followed after him in vain. He traveled so swiftly with his vampire speed that I didn't have a prayer of catching up to him

Breathing deeply, I gingerly wiped a grotesque mixture of mud and tears from my face before blundering back through the forest. I thought I was heading back towards Charlie's house, but who knows? It didn't matter anymore. I didn't know what time it was or how much of it I spent walking, shivering and silently crying, but finally I broke through the trees.

Trembling, I slowly glanced up and down the barren stretch of highway that I had stumbled upon. Thankfully, within the small town of Forks there wasn't many roads like this, so I could easily tell where I was, and it wasn't very far from Charlie's house. Even with my slow mind I was able to locate the house. Luckily, the sky wasn't completely dark yet, so I beat Charlie home. It would be much harder to accomplish my task with him here.

As hastily as my frozen body would allow, I stripped and stepped into the steamy shower. Sighing, I slowly relaxed, but within seconds images of his goodbye flashed before my eyes, and the aggravated hole returned with a vengeance. The pain hadn't consumed me at first because my mind had been too busy trying to remember other things, but now I was free to remember. I had to change that.

After all traces of the muck that had covered me were gone, I dressed in the clothes I never thought I would wear again. The black, simple robes that I had kept in the trunk, at the back of my closet. I yanked out the eleven and a half inch wooden stick. A piece of me fell back into place as I held the familiar wood. A wood filled with a strand of unicorn tail and phoenix feather.

Fumbling through my drawers until I located my extra bottle of ink, a spare quill, and a roll of parchment . It felt awkward to use this old way of writing when I was so used to the muggle way.

With a deep, calming breath I began to write,

Albus Dumbledore,

I regret to inform you that I am cutting my visit short. Unseen circumstances have made it impossible for me to continue on here. I will explain to you further when we meet in person. I'm sorry.

Isabella Swan

For safety reasons I signed my fake name. I didn't want to risk having the letter intercepted. Before I could stop thinking and have the pain consume me again I ran to the window, threw it open, and winced from the familiar action. He wasn't coming through the window this time.

Stop, I commanded myself. Quickly I whistled and without hesitation, as if it had only been hours instead of months since I called her, Shadow appeared. Her midnight feathers blended with the darkening back round and her hazel eyes welcomed me in.

I tied the parchment to her leg, "To Dumbledore, ok?" I asked, knowing she couldn't answer. But she understood. Shadow pecked my hand lightly to show her love before flying obediently away. I watched her until she disappeared into the moonless night.

With that task complete all I had to do was wait. Gripping the stick even tighter in my hand, and grapping my trunk in the other, I headed down the stairs, and threw myself onto the old couch.

I didn't have to wait long. Minutes later Charlie's cruiser pulled into the driveway, crunching stones under its tires. I held my breath, anxious. The door juggled open.

"Bella?" Charlie called routinely as he hung up his gun.

I stood, not responding, and slowly walked to the door where he still stood.

"What's wrong, Bella," concern seeped into his voice.

I pulled out the stick from my pocket and bit down on my lip to hold back tears. "I'm sorry." Was all I whispered before I cast the spell.

"Obliviate." His eyes when blank. I gapped my packed trunk and left the house.

I was grateful for Dumbledore. He had made the memory forgetting spell into a chain spell, so as soon as Charlie's mind was erased everyone else who had heard of, seen, or talked to me would also forget my existence. Everyone except for them, of course.

I shuddered and stopped thinking. Closing my eyes I concentrated intently, gripping my trunk's handle until my hand screamed in protest. Suddenly, I felt the familiar nauseating squeezing. My body was pressed, harder and harder until I felt I would stop breathing. But as suddenly as it began it stopped. I could feel the weight lift off my shoulders. He wouldn't be able to find me hear. He never knew of my real life, my secret life.

I am not Bella Swan, but Bella Potter. Twin of Harry Potter, and the Girl Who Lived. I am a witch.

A/N ~ So did you like it? I hope so! Pleassse reveiw.. it will make me a very very happy author. Which means quicker and longer second chapter!