Summary: This is a continuance from the story "Waking Up The Devil" except this it taking place 6 weeks since Wade had gotten arrested, if you've been reading WUTD you should have no problem catching up from here since you've been reading the previous story. Hope this is as enjoyable to you as the other! Nothing is over, just remember that :D.
WARNING: I am putting the same warning as the other chapter because I dont know where I might go from here but its possible there might be some more rape and torture as well, I cant spoil that! So I am putting the same warning here as the other one which is: TORTURE, SLASH RAPE, RAPE, SEX SCENES, SLASH (cant stress this enough, if you dont like this then you might want to not read!) AND OTHER THINGS NOT INTENDED FOR THE WEAK AT HEART OR THE YOUNGER AUDIENCES!
Waking up the Devils summary: Wade Barrett has a darkside that Heath didn't know about however he was about to find out about that darkside of him.
It had been nearly 6 weeks since Wade was arrested, it was determined that Wade was possibly suffering from some kind of physiological problem and Madison requested that instead of prison they lock him away in a mental heath facility till they determined what was wrong and try to fix him. Wade was quarantined from the other patients and was alone most of the time aside from the doctors and nurses that were often in the room giving him medications and checking his status. Wade eventually went from extreme anger to depression. He was quiet and hardly ever said a word. He sat all day looking out a window in his room that had bars like a prison would. She secretly kept track of Wades progress not letting Heath know she was doing so. The only person who did know was Justin, who wanted to know how he was doing as well.
Madison's bruises faded and her cuts scarred and she pulled through the infection and was going through both physical and emotional therapy to help her through her post traumatic stress. She was slowly getting better and her and Heath were officially trying as a couple. They had been dating since the week after Wades arrest, things were going well for them but something didn't feel right to either of them. Neither of them opened up on their feelings of things feeling different. She moved back to her own apartment and stayed nights with Heath and he stayed nights with her.
Heath and Madison were laying together in her bed cuddled close to each other and Heath began kissing her on the neck. Since all this happened they had never had sex however they did attempt it a couple times and either Madison got too fearful and uncomfortable or Heath got too uncomfortable to continue any further. They were a loving couple and between them sex wasn't important just them being together was what was important. They decided to just take things slow till they felt comfortable enough for sex again.
As Heath continued to kiss on her neck and shoulder she slowly moved onto her back and began kissing him with deep passion as they always had before, their kisses never changed. Their kisses were loving and always deep. Heath slowly moved so that he was ontop of her and began and moved from her lips to her chest and began kissing her. Once he heard a moan from her he knew they had to do something as his rock hard length was already pressing into her thigh as he kissed.
"Heath" she moaned almost in a begging tone
Heath stopped and smiled and slowly pulled her shirt off throwing it onto the floor then removed his own throwing it behind him then began kissing her neck again.
"Oh God" she moaned rubbing his back slowly up and down
Heath moved to her lips and kissed her for a moment then kissed her down to her stomach which caused her to shiver lightly and she arched her back into him, her body begging him. Heath reached up and unstrapped her bra pulling it off then licking and sucking at her breast taking his time with each one. When the need became too much for them he sat up and slipped his fingers into the waistband of her panties she was only wearing and slid them down removing them slowly and tossed them onto the floor then removed his boxers then crawled back onto of her once again looking into her eyes only finding lust.
"I love you" he whispered
"I love you too" she smiled
"You feel uncomfortable or hurt at all tell me to stop" he said
"Okay"
Heath reached down and positioned himself and guided himself into her slowly and saw her cringe but only for a moment.
"Are you alright?" he asked
"Yeah. Its just been a while I guess" she smiled
"You can tell me to stop baby I dont want to hurt you" he said
"Its fine. I'm okay, I promise" she said
"Okay" he said as he began to slowly pull back then shoved himself quickly back into her
"Uh!" she cried out in pleasure
"Mmm" he moaned
"You better keep doing that to me" she giggled
Heath smiled and began to slowly work himself into a strong pace they were both enjoying although something felt off for both of them. The feelings were so off that both of them were having trouble trying to get an orgasm the pleasure was there but the orgasms weren't. He began to slow down and he looked at her as if he wasn't sure if he wanted to cry, scream or punch something as hard as he could.
"Its weird for you too huh?" she asked
"Yeah. You feel it too?" he asked shocked
"Yeah" she said
"Its not you baby. Its me I think I just...I dont know whats wrong with me" he said
"We both had a traumatizing experience...but I think its something more with you" he said
"What do you mean?" he asked looking at her and stilled
"I mean I saw the way you and Justin were looking at each other at the party we had last week" she said
"I wasn't looking at him in anyway!" he said slowly pulling himself out of her
"Yes you were baby. And its okay. Justin likes you so much I can tell, and I think deep down you are starting to feel something for him" she said
"No. That's not true. I'm not gay!" he said looking away from her
"Baby, look at me" she said
Heath shook his head no and she put her hand on the side of his cheek and made him look at her and he had tears in his eyes.
"Its okay" she whispered
"I cant be gay! I just cant! I mean look I got off from you. God you're fucking beautiful and I love you so much!" he said
"I know baby but we cant help who we fall in love with and we cant help how we feel sometimes" she said
"I cant" he said shaking his head
"You can. You love him I can tell" he said
"I love you!" he said
"I know you do. But I dont think I am the one you want" she said
"I love you Madison, I'm not gay!" he said putting his face into her shoulder and began to cry
"I love you too" she said as she started rubbing his back
"But I think that is why this feels so weird for us. You have feelings for Justin and a sick as it is I think I do for Wade" she said
Heath lifted his head up and looked at her
"What?" he asked
"Yeah. I should fucking hate him for what he had done to me and I do, its why its so weird. But I saw a good side of him too. He was sweet to me its why I think he had something wrong psychologically. I feel hatred toward him but at the same time a part of me started to fall in love with him, the good side of him" she said tears burning into her eyes
"Why did this have to happen to us? I've loved you forever and you even waited and held off sex because you wanted to be with me. What kind of man would I be if I left you now? After all this?" he questioned
"The kind of man that followed his heart. I know you love me and I know you'll always love me, and I'll always love you. And to be honest I didn't hold out, Wade raped me I lost my virginity in a rape so I didn't completely hold out for you" she said
"But he raped you. You held out for me but he raped you and took that from you" he said
"Yeah its why I dont know how I could feel anything for him but I do. I cant believe I have feelings for my rapist" she said as she began to cry
Heath leaned down and kissed her neck and cradled his face into her neck
"I hate this" he whispered
"Me too. Its okay though" she said
Heath lifted his head up and looked at her.
"I was ready I could feel myself wanting to cum but I couldn't. Even before we started I felt so close" he said
"I know. I was the same way...you had me soaking wet" she giggled
"Yeah I know I saw that when I took your panties off" he smiled
She giggled and rubbed his arms
"You and Justin would be so cute together. You should go be with your man" she said
"But what about you?" he asked
"What about me? I'll still have my best friend in the whole entire world in my life, right?" she asked smiling
"Of course you will but-" Heath started but she interrupted him
"No buts! Go get your man!" she encouraged him
"I cant do this to you" he said
"Baby, you cant be in a relationship you aren't comfortable or happy in" she said
"I'm happy. I love you!" he said
"Okay you cant be in one your aren't comfortable in" she said
Heath put his head down and moved off her and sat on the side of the bed and she slowly sat up on the side of the bed with him and put her arm around him.
"You need to be happy and comfortable. And if that is with Justin then you should be with him. I'll be okay, we had a beautiful time together. We shared so much together and we're still best friends. The thing we feared most if we ever got into a relationship never happened. We're still as close as ever right?" she asked
"Of course! Nothing will change that" he said
"Exactly" she smiled
Heath looked at her and smiled and put his arms around her
"You might not be gay but you might be bi like Justin is, since you still like girls" he said
"Justin is the only one I've felt these kinds of feelings for. I know I've always felt something for him but I always thought it was just our friendship was so deep and we were so close that the love was like a family feeling" he said
"You admit it!" she smiled looking at him
"Yeah" said Heath putting his head down
"Then go get him! Go tell him how you feel because I could tell you loving me was hurting him. His feelings for you were deep. I could see the heartbreak in his eyes when he spoke thinking he raped you all those times and when he felt things were over for you both. He's been so heartbroken I've felt horrible for him" she said
"I thought he was in love with Wade" he said
"he was, but then you and him were together he felt something deeper for you. He told me, these are his own words" she said
Heath smiled and looked at the wall
"He's probably asleep" he said
Madison grabbed her phone and texted him asking if he was awake. Seconds later she got a text back saying he wasn't.
"Nope, he's awake" she smiled
"I'd feel bad if I left you" he said
"Baby, I am encouraging this. I'll be okay, we'll be okay. I'll find someone I can be just as happy with" she said
"Promise me you'll be happy with who you get with and wont get with someone who's going to hurt you" he begged referring to Wade
Maddie took a moment to respond to that then nodded her head.
"I promise baby" she said
Heath smiled and kissed her on the forehead then moved to her lips and began kissing her a deep passionate final kiss.
"I love you" he whispered
"I love you too" she said
Heath got up and began putting his clothes on and Madison wrapped a robe around her and watched as his finished getting dressed then he walked to her and gave her another kiss.
"Thank you" he said
"You're welcome" she said following him out the door
Heath got into his truck and waved at her as he drove off and she waved back and watched him drive away. Madison watched till she couldn't see him anymore then she went back into her house and locked her door and looked around her living room. Something about it being quiet and empty made her start crying. She knew this was for the best because they were both uncomfortable with their relationship but she really loved him. She hated that they broke up but it was something they both needed and she knew it. Heath would be so much happier with Justin now that he realized he was bi and had feelings for him as well.
