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Invisible
A cold night beneath the starry sky, where you and I are sharing our time together. Sometimes we don't say a thing, just listen to the crickets sing. All I want is to be by your side forever... If only I can do that. As we lie down on a smoothy grass, you are there, lying by my side so soft and warm. At that time, all I want is to whisper those words to you that i can't even pronounce it properly. Those three words "I Love You". I smirked, because I know that even if I can't say those three meaningful words to you, but still, I can show it. I want to embrace your heart with my love.
Suddenly, you stood up and sat there as you gazed up to see those stars that are holding us together. I noticed something, your eyes, they look brighter than the stars, but behind those golden-ambered eyes, there is sorrow and pain. I stood up as well and sat beside you then, "Hey" I called you out. You smirked at me as a respond. I tried to hold your smooth, warm hand but I was cut off with my trail as you tried to whisper something "Kikyo" you whispered her name. After that you suddenly start saying something about her, your first past love.
I was frozen in shocked. I'm not just shocked, but I'm also hurt, It's killing me inside. I faked a smile, but you looked so sad and it seems that you're about to cry. "Oh come on! She's just your past love" I fakely said those words trying to make you feel better and to forget about her. But that wasn't working at all, instead you replied "I want to be with her again... Can you help me?"
I widened my eyes "Well, Uhm..." a pause "Oh! I almost forgot, we'll be having a test tomorrow and I have to go home to study" I answered as I tried to stop the tears that will pour down... Now, I'm here in my room, embracing my pillow that is soaked with my salty tears. Asking myself "Why is he like that? i tried everything to show my love for him! Where did I go wrong?!"... It's driving me insane! It hurts so much!
Well I guess it's not enough, I couldn't give the love on what your past sweetheart can give to you. We're just not meant to be together. Now, I'm emotionally talking to myself, I lost myself all night just thinking about you... Can't you see I'm holding every breath for you?!... I'll just-- just accept the truth that even if it hurts so much that whenever I'm with him, I'm always...... INVISIBLE.
