God look at him.
The way he moves, and talks, and acts.
He has me falling harder with every single breathe he takes.
And the worst part is he knows it.
He knows how tightly wrapped up I am in him, How much I take pride in him being mine, How lucky I feel to be able to kiss him, And how amazing I feel when he even looks at me. And he loves every minute of it.
Were at his mom's boyfriend's house swimming. Its mid-summer and I just got back from my grandmas in Florida. We've been away from each other for about three weeks and for us that's an eternity.
He intrigued me so much. I had never felt this way and it was so new. Everything about nick was so new. He knew by the looks on my face what I was thinking, and he understood my life better than anyone else. The way we act together is so much more than a high school relationship. One minute we were throwing things at each other and the next were intensely making out. We were so completely in love and we didn't know what to do with it or how to control it so we just went with it. Every day together was a journey. Every conversation meant more than a life time of talking. And every kiss meant more than life itself. He frightened me, but even more than that he made me feel.
He talks to me and I take in every single word because I'm afraid if I miss anything at all he will disappear. He raps Eminem and dances like him too, and I watch with amazement at how anyone could be so dorky and so hypnotizing at the same time. As I turn my back to take a drink from the side of the pool he jumps in the pool making sure to splash me as much as possible I scream and try to catch him. I drag him under and he pulls me back up to him. He wraps my legs around him and I try to fight him and get away. We played this game all the time. Finally I give in and put my arms around his neck laughing. He pushes my hair back and looks me in the eye and says I love you. Even though I hear these words from him all the time they still manage to leave me breathless. I manage to say I love you too and he grabs my face and kisses me. not a peck. Not a slobbery kiss. A kiss of a life time. a kiss that made me forget about the world around us. As we unhooked ourselves from one another he smiled at me and kissed me one more time and then….
I woke up
