Bring Me to Life



Disclaimer: As we all know, the characters do not belong to me... well, Draco does in my dreams (damn jailbait)... NEWho, the song does not belong to me either. Disappointing, I know, but it's not mine. It's sung by Evanescence and can be found on their album, Fallen (which I HIGHLY recommend).


A/N: um... yeah, just read it and tell me what you think... probably dark and depressing, and if I don't change my way half way through, it's gunna be a deathfic... fore warning for you...



How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core

Where I've become so numb

Without a soul

My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and bring it back home


I thought he saw, I truly did. Now I know that it was just my hope giving me more false hope. He never saw what was in me. He never saw what stood before him, right in front of his eyes. Now, he'll never know what he missed either...


[Wake me up] Wake me up inside

[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside

[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark

[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run

[I can't wake up] Before I come undone

[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become


Why must I feel this way? Why can't I tell him what I feel? Do I really care that much about my father's opinion that I'll let him slip my grasp? He is too much of a treasure for that to happen, but why do I still hesitate? Why can I only fling insults at him in the corridors? Why can I only show him hate and not love? I know it is not my father that holds me back, it is me...


Now that I know what I'm without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life


He offered me friendship once, though I do not remember thinking that's what it was at the time. I turned him down in favor of the second person that had ever been kind to me. Now I know that was a mistake. I should have taken his hand, I should be in Slytherin...


[Wake me up] Wake me up inside

[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside

[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark

[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run

[I can't wake up] Before I come undone

[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become


I am afraid. I can finally admit it to myself if no one else. I am afraid of rejection just as much as I'm afraid of him. I'm afraid of what he can do to me if he finds out. I'm afraid of him being disgusted of me. I'm afraid to lose the only bright spot in the hell known as my life...


Bring me to life

[I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside]

Bring me to life


Why does he hate me so? Why does he torment my dreams while he walks in my days? Why is it only him I see in my future? Why do I see only his eyes, his hair, his lips when I dream? Why him? Of all people, why him? Why that arrogant bastard? Why that beautiful, egotistical, charming, pure-blooded, lively, jackass? Why...


Frozen inside without your touch

Without your love, darling

Only you are the life among the dead


That's why I'm sitting here now. Alone with my thoughts, a bottle of wine (courtesy of my father), and the sharpest razor I could find. One would think that this was not a good situation. Truthfully, most would think it quite atrocious, but I think it suits me. It seems to appeal to something in the back of my mind. Call it instinct if you will. Who am I talking to? Now there's something to ponder about. I suppose I've gone insane or I'm completely drunk. I suppose you want to talk me out of this? Save your breath, I won't listen to you. I'm happy right now. Well, as happy as I'm ever going to be...


[All of this I,

I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark

But you were there in front of me]


Why am I here now? Why am I here, alone in the Room of Requirement? It is desolate, like how I feel. I came here for one thing, and it knows that. It has supplied me with the very instrument I need. It sits there, gleaming in the dull light, drawing me ever closer to it, closer to my chosen fate...


I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything



I really love him, you know? I could just never tell him, fearful of his reaction. That is why you cannot stop me. I do not want the hope that your words can bring. I do not want that tug of my heart or the wrench of my gut, not any more. Not any more...


[Without a thought

Without a voice

Without a soul]

Don't let me die here

[It must be something wrong]

Bring me to life


I love him, I really do. I think my only regret is that I never told him. That I never had the courage to tell him. I'll always remember his eyes though. Those steely gray eyes...


[Wake me up] Wake me up inside

[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside

[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark

[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run

[I can't wake up] Before I come undone

[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become


I can see his eyes. They're emerald, like the stones in my mother's rings. I think those will be the last things I'll ever see. Yes, I think they will be...


Bring me to life

[I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside]

Bring me to life


Tragedy struck Hogwarts this morning as the bodies of Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy were found this morning in pools of blood. Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived, was found in the Room of Requirement with nothing but him to be seen. Draco Malfoy was found in a rarely used classroom by Ronald Weasley, Gryffindor, lying next to a razor and an empty bottle of Chardonnay. Headmaster Albus Dumbledore was not available for comments. However Minevra McGonagall and Severus Snape, the two boys' Head of Houses were...

A/N: *shrug* guess I didn't change my mind...