Hi Everyone I'm Suzaku's Rose though my reviewer name is Hopeless Romantic which some of you know. This is my second fan fic so please read and review!!

I am so happy with all of the wonderful reviews I got from the first fic I decided to write another one thanks again to everyone who reviewed! Also since people said I need more paragraph change I'll make this fic double- spaced.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the Teen Titan characters and all of the other characters are my friends who I got permission to put in my fic.

Chapter 1: The Hole In My Heart

I tried to forget about him think we were just friends. I couldn't fall in love with a human I just couldn't. My father would be furious and we could never be together, ever. And yet, ever since he left all I could think about was him and the last thing he said to me...

I love you Starfire and I always will even when we are apart even in the darkest of times I will always, always love you. Nothing will ever sway my loyalty to you, and I will always wait for you...

That day just kept playing over and over again in my head, the day he left the Titans to go with Slade. I feel like I'm not the same girl anymore. I feel just like a human. Now I don't mix up forks and shovels. I actually know what I am talking about. I have distanced myself from the Titans and my fighting has improved. But they don't care; no one cares about me except Robin. Oh Robin why did you have to leave? Why did I say the things I said? I need some answers... SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS!! All of a sudden there was a crash is it some sign? I wondered. I went down stairs to see that Cyborg had flipped over the coffee table looking for the remote. I decided I needed to be alone to make a new start just me. I have to find Robin and tell him that I love him no matter what is takes before its too late. Tomorrow will be the start, tomorrow will change everything...

I got up early that morning around 5:00am I had to get up early so I wouldn't wake the rest of them (even though Beast Boy and Cyborg sleep like a bomb could fall and destroy the earth and they wouldn't wake up.) I was worried mostly about waking Raven up. Unfortunately being the klutz that I am I hit my head on a pot hanging above the table in the kitchen. Raven was downstairs in a second. "Starfire." She said sleepily. "What are you doing." I couldn't help it I started bawling. "Oh Raven I miss Robin so much! I never got to tell him the one thing I needed to tell him most! I never got to tell him I LOVE HIM!." Raven looked much taken aback by the whole situation. She patted me on the back. "I'm so sorry Starfire." Was all she could say. She couldn't understand no one could understand the loneliness I feel. Even in a huge crowd of people I feel lonely. Cause of that one hole in my heart that cannot be replaced by any other person but one. Only Robin could replace the hole in my heart. "Raven, I just need to get away for a while. Please tell the gang I love them and that I'll be back soon." Before Raven could even get a word in I flew out. I did not want to hear her words of reasoning like "It's too crazy" or "You might even be dead before you return." But I couldn't wait anymore I just have to find Robin. I just have to. I always feel like I'm running, running away from my worries and my fears. I can't run anymore I have to find Robin and face Slade on my own. I just hope I won't be alone for too long. Wait for me... Robin.

ROBIN'S POV

I HATE SLADE!!! I slammed my fist against the wall. He made me leave the one person I love most in the world! I wish I could have destroyed him then when I had the chance...

~FLASHBACK~ "HA! I've got you right where I want you Slade." I said as we were both standing on the rim of a volcano. I call it creepy he calls it home; I guess we have different opinions. I got him right at the edge of it right before he could fall. He gave me a queer smile and said, "If you kill me harm will come to Starfire and you to will never be able to be together, join me and I promise Starfire's safety but if you kill me there is no telling the capabilities I have!" I knew it was a bluff it just had to be but I couldn't risk Starfire's safety no matter what the case! Even if it meant... even if it meant I never be able to see her or hold her in my arm again! I know we'd meet again beyond time maybe in different worlds in a place that isn't shadowed in torment and we are just two regular people in love. "ROBIN!" I heard a voice say from the other room. "Did you clean all of the bathrooms yet?" Oh I forgot to mention when I was forced to join Slade he made me his personal slave, how delightful. I want to see Starfire again so badly. It is like a hole in my heart I just can't fill, and, I never got to hear her answer if she loves me or not... Oh Starfire where are you? I want to hole you to talk to you to listen to your sweet voice! My dear Starfire where are you now?

STARFIRE'S POV This is it. I'm going to prove I am worthy of Robin and worthy to be a Titan. I'm coming Robin... I'm coming...

Well there's the first chapter this one may not continue I'm just not sure where it's going yet so I need you guy's help to see what I should do. So please R&R!