Hey, all...

This is an extremely random blurb about S&M... That I wrote RIGHT AFTER "A Moment in Time"...

Yeah, I'm bipolar like that...

So, yeah, be warned of the S&M ness.

Warnings: S&M, noncon, rape, yaoi, M for a reason, yaddayadda...

Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach or any of the characters from Bleach.

Er... Enjoy the noncon?


I cried out.

It hurt.

The chains binding my wrists and ankles cut into my skin as I tried to get away. The candle wax burned into my skin, and the straps to the gag in my mouth were cutting into my cheeks. I could taste my own blood from how hard I'd bitten my tongue.

Yet, through all of this pain and suffering, I was hard.

Those blood red eyes stared down at me as he moved the further down my body, dripping a trail of red wax down my torso. The burning hot liquid stung my skin, and I felt it sizzle for a moment after. I shook a bit with relief when he blew the candle out, but it was no relief when he started undoing my ankle restraints. I tried to kick him away, but my pained, muffled whimpers filled the air at the feel of his fingers digging into the cuts there. I felt tears leak out of my eyes.

The other man attached a seperator bar to my ankles, keeping my legs perfectly spread. He pushed my legs up, then tied my knees down to my chest.

I sobbed against the gag.

I didn't want this.

I didn't want this!

His hands gripped my thighs as he penetrated me.

I screamed.

The smell of my own blood was thick in the air as he set a hard, fast pace. I could feel the blood leaking out of me as he fucked me, hard. It stung and burned and ached and... God dammit, it felt so good.

I hated myself.

The man above me grinned and chuckled.

"How ya likin' it, Toshi-chan?"

I glared at him, attempting to curse him through the gag and failing miserably. I growled, then my head flew back and my body arched as he hit that spot inside me. Black edges closed in on my vision.

I was so damn close.

I DIDN'T WANT THIS!

I screamed again, shaking my head and trying to beg him to stop. My dignity was by far out the window now. I had nothing to lose.

Or so I thought.

He moved faster, harder within me. It burned and I wanted to die. But he assaulted that spot, forcing my body to grow ever closer to that peak.

My eyes snapped open, and it hit me.

It was probably the best orgasm I'd ever had.

I HATED myself.