Told from Bella's and Jacob's POV. Why Jacob? Cuz I like to get inside his head.

I don't own Twilight or any other book written by the wonderful Stephanie Meyer. But if I did...

Bella's POV

I wake up at 7 in the morning and hit the off button on my alarm clock. I sat up and looked at the picture taped to my wall of me and my best friend Jacob Black playing in the mud when we were 5. That was taken by his dad, Billy, almost 13 years ago. Next to it, I looked at a picture of me and my boyfriend Edward Cullen; his arm is on my shoulder while looking at me longingly, while I smiled at the camera. Edward and I have been going out since the beggining of 11th grade last year. He finally got up the nerve to ask me. I was so happy he did. We've known each other since 9th grade when he moved to Forks from Alaska. I really started falling for him when I was in 10th grade. I loved the way he looked at me, the way he smiled (especially his crooked one) and the way he would hug me every morning he saw me. It was like we were 2 puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together.

I sat up out of bed and did my usual morning routine...got my teeth brushed, washed my face, put on my clothes, same old same old. I went downstairs to the kitchen and saw Charlie reading today's paper. I opened the fridge and looked for the milk.

"Morning Charlie" It was easy to find the milk in the empty fridge. I made a mental note to go grocery shopping after school today.

"Morning Bells" That was all I got from him. He shielded his face with the paper while I leaned on the island and watched him read. We don't really say much in the morning. There was nothing really to say. I heard Edward's car pull up, grabbed my school bag and walked towards the door.

"Bye Charlie, I'll see you after school?" I opened the door and smiled at Edward. He smiled my favorite smile and I just stood there taking him in.

"Yea. Edward?"

"Yes Cheif Swan" he didnt take his eyes off me.

"You take care of my girl" I started to walk out the door as he said this.

"Sure thing Chief Swan!" He had to yell the last part becuase I pratically slammed the door. He walked me to his car and opened my door. He got in on his side while I put my seatbelt on.

"Hey beautiful. How are you this morning?" He put his belt on and started to back out of the driveway.

"Im doing fine. How are you?" I took his hand off the wheel. He looked at me and smiled. I already knew the answer.

"You ask me that every morning..."

"And I already know. I just love to hear you say it" He squeezed my hand. He pulled the car over and looked me in the eyes.

"My dear Bella, I wouldn't be in this car holding your hand if I wasn't doing okay. Do you know why I feel okay?" I shook my head, as if I didn't know! He rolled his eyes and got closer to my face. "Becuase your love is the reason I'm in this car, holding your hand." He shrugged. "Feeling okay."

I smiled. "I really do love you" His lips touched mine. It was a sweet kiss. I wanted to get a little deeper into the kiss, but Edward was the first to pull. He let go fo my hand and started the car, driving towards school. I rested my hands in my lap, looking out the window.

When we got to school, I saw a poster announcing our last day of school activity; "Want a free iPod? Get a raffle ticket at the 'Year End Forks Annual High School Carnival!'" I rolled my eyes. I don't do that kinda stuff. I don't go to carnivals or any other school activity. No chance. But I'm meeting Edward there before we leave so...kinda sucks.

"Are you sure you don't want me to buy you a raffle ticket?" He looked down at me, and I could tell he was dissapointed by the sound of his voice.

"I thought you would rather buy the iPod" A good thing about my boyfriend's parent's being doctors? I know Edward can provide for me. The downside? Well I'm not one for flash and sparkle.

"You won't let me buy you one"

"Then, again, why would I want you to buy the raffle ticket?" We've had this conversation ever since they put the poster up a week ago. We stopped and he stepped in front of me. He had a good foot on me and had to practically hunch his whole body down. I liked how I could see stubble growing back on his chin. His blue eyes made me want to fly in the California sky and never take a break. Cheesy right? What can I say? He makes me think this way.

"Because I'm your boyfriend and I want to provide for you and shower you with gifts."

I kissed him on the cheeck "Edward, I don't need an iPod. I don't need you to buy anything for me... It's too much." He streightened up and pulled his backpack up higher on his shoulder not taking his eyes off me.

The bell rings and he walks me to class, but doesn't hold my hand.

When school is over, I go outside to the football field and try to look for Edward at the carnival. I can't find him anywhere, so I just grab a hot dog and sit down at an empty table near the dart board game. Something blocks the sun from my eyes and I have to squint to see who it is.

"Edward?" I say covering my eyes with the hand not holding my hot dog. The dark figure sat down at the table across from me and looked at me surprised.

"You confuse me with that guy?" He practically spits out the "that" part. He smiles and I smile back.

"Jacob, what are you doing here?" Jacob, my best friend in the whole world. I don't know what I would do without him. He's the person I go to when I'm feeling sad because he has this sense of humor and comfort that will make you forget your reason for existing. He has copper color skin, eyes that make you want to swim in chocolate, a smile that would light the universe, energy for hours and a body for days. Any girl could see Jake's abs miles away, and his bicepts were as big as my head. He wasn't a meaty buff, just a typical american 17 year old buff. Just, hotter. He had the type of voice that could put you to sleep at night and a laughter that would make you never wanna stop joking.

"Aren't you supposed to be in school?" The carnival gives us a reason to end school early, it being the last day and all before summer break. I continue eating my hot dog. He gives me his unopened bottle of water.

"Thanks"

"Yes mom, I'm supposed to be in school. But I heard Forks High was having a carnival so I decided to drop by. Please don't ground me." He gives me puppy dog eyes and interlocks his fingers. I laugh at his face, but cover my mouth because I don't want him to see my mushy hot dog in my mouth. He smiles.

"Where's your weirdo boyfriend?" He turns his head and tries to look for him.

"I don't know, Jake. But when you see him, tell him I want to go home. Ive been her for 40 minutes longer than expected." I take another bite of my hot dog, downing it with his water. For a day in Forks, Washington, it was pretty warm out and the sun peaked out of the clouds for more than 10 seconds at a time.

"Bella if you want to go home, I can take you." I loooked down at the table and put the cap back on his water so I could swallow my food.

"Thank you Jake. But I think I'll wait for Edward." He rolled his eyes.

"Bella, if you get in the car with me, you could be home by now."

"Jacob, I'm okay. Edward will take me home." I looked up at him and he was looking right at me. Damn those eyes.

"How long are you going to be here?" I was kinda thinking about hanging out with him until I found Edward, but ruled against it. I need to get Jake out of my mind. My friend,Jessica, calls me an emotional whore becuse I have the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for, but I can't stop thinking about Jake, a guy who shows no intrest in me. I love Edward, I really do. He is everything I ever hoped for in a boyfriend. I didn't settle for him just because I was afraid of being alone. Besides, I waited for Jake my whole life. Edward had only known me for two years before he asked me out. If Jake didn't want me by now, he never really did.

"Until it's over. Why?" He raised and eyebrow.

"If I don't find him, or if he doesn't find me, I'll call you to come and get me okay?" He nodded his head and got up.

"If you need anything you call me okay Bells?" He leaned on the table, 8 inches from my face. I nodded. He shook his head while walking away. No more than 2 minutes later, Edward showed up just as I was throwing my trash away.

"Hey baby, ready to go?" I took his hand and we headed towards his car. I looked for Jake so he could know I was leaving the carnival. I figured I would text him in the car.

When we pulled into the driveway, my dad's cruiser was parked. Edward stopped the car and pulled the keys out of the ignition. I looked at him and smiled. He took my hand and started moving closer to me. I leaned back towards the window.

"Edward you know we can't do this here" I tried to look in his eyes and he just kept moving forward.

"Mmmmhmmm. I know..."

"Well since you know you need to stop before Charlie kills you" He started kissing my neck. It felt good but it needed to stop. I had to hold a moan to get my point across.

"Bella" he said between kisses, "He won't kill me. He can't even see inside the car" His hands moved up my torso.

"Edward" I pushed him off me, giving him enough force to get the idea. he sat back in his seat and ran his fingers through his hair. "I've been in the car for too long and I'm the one that has to hear him tell me again how we don't follow his rules. He already doesn't like you" I looked at him. "Don't push it Edward." He sighed, nodded, but didn't look at me. I focused on the dashboard.I played with my fingers. "Maybe tomorrow we could catch up? At your place?" He nodded his head, looking out the window. I squeezed his hand and got out of the car. I turned to look at him as he pulled out the driveway. He gave me a small smile and drove away. I walked towards the door ready for Charlie's "Why I hate Edward speech" again.

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