"B where are you?" Serena yelled at me
" S im in here" I responded
" Hey I was wondering where you were! Are you excited?" She asked
I dazed off
-Was I excited?
For the biggest day of my life
The day that I will become
Mrs. Blair Bass
God damn yes I'm ecstatic
Me spending the rest of my life with Chuck
Sounds perfect to me-
" B you there? She asked me
" Yea, sorry, thank you!" I said it her
" For what?" She asked
" For everything and sticking through me and us for all this time! I know I haven't been a ray of sunshine the past 8 years, but thanks for being my friend!" I told her
" Blair are we breaking up?" she asked
We laughed
" No, it just now that Chuck and I are getting married, he now is the one who has to deal with all my drama!" I told her
" Ha-ha ok, I have to go Blair ill see you out there! Bye, love you B"
" Love you too S!"
I said to her
She left
Its time
I'm so excited
I put my finishing touches on
But then I realized
That's Its only 11:00
- Damn it, I still have half an hour-
- What to do what to do what to do-
I thought to myself
" Yes!" I yelled
There it was an I-pod
I ran over to it
Put the headphones in my ear
Turned it on
And I noticed that there were only 13 songs on there
"Great" I said sarcastically
I went to the artist section
And all the songs were song but Taylor Swift
"And I hate Country Music, great" I thought to my self
But I didn't care I have to stall myself for 30 minutes
And listening to country is what I have to do
Then I have to do it
I pressed play
I started to her the instruments
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
-Oo yes a break up song-
I starting thinking about Nate
And that whole cheating fiasco
Between him and Serena
My best friend and my boyfriend at the time
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
I remember when I found out
I didn't know what to do and say
For some reason I forgave Nate but not Serena
(Bad choice)
I should have listened to Dorota
When she said
"Miss Blair, It takes two to tango"
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
But I was a love struck fool who didn't care
That my boyfriend then was in love with my very
Unavailable best friend
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
I remember the night
It was the Shepherd wedding
I went as Nate's date
And Chuck was alone like always ha-ha
And Serena didn't need a date their
Because most likely she had one coming back from the event
But I had no idea that she left with Nate
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
Its kind of funny how I found
I though maybe it would be Chuck
(Because he did have front row seats to the event)
Or maybe
Gossip Girl
But never would I have thought
Nate would have told me
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
I still can't believe he told me that night
The night where we were BOTH (well that's what I thought at the time)
Going to lose our virginity
But no he told me how it lost it to someone else
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
I can't believe I took him back
I was such an idiot
He didn't deserve me
He didn't even love me
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
He didn't even care about me
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...
No... no no no...
I can't believe
That we both thought at time that we could start over
You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me
" Thank god I don't have him, I defiantly wouldn't be able to deal with his drama," I thought
I pushed the button to go to the next song
