Song...
there's so much song...
Sad, happy, anger, and much more emotions is flowing inside the song.
Song is makes us feel better...
to relax us when we in sad condition or anything.
Song is like a friend.
Always be there no matter what happen.
That's what i feel now...
I am always alone.
I don't have a friend even just one.
I can't tell what i feel right now to someone like friend.
Why?
it's because...
I cannot go outside.
My family is died about 6 years ago.
and i...
have a sickness..
The doctor said i can't go out. I always asking to her why. She told me she can't. and...she even doesn't know what my sickness is. I overheard that my sickness is very rare and very dangerous. about the name of sickness is still don't know. And what makes me more broken is.
My life is short. I'm going to die when that day. The day i really love it. The day that my parents promise to me. The day when they die. and i will die too.
My birthday.
Now, because of the sickness I'm bedridden. i cannot move my legs. i can't walk again like before. I'm going to die like this. on bed. that no one know.
My life become so boring. I just sleep, eat, and sleep. I even hope i die now to god. But...i feel i need to find something that will make me entertain until i die.
2 days later, a robot maid give something to me. A pair of headset and a Ipod. I just take that and listen carefully the song.
My eyes widened after listen the song.
This song...makes me feel like before. This feeling...is so nice...and so sad too...It's like...my memories with my parents recording into my mind. How i missing this felt...
My tears can't stop pouring. I listen the song while i crying so hard. Now...i miss them...i missed my parents so much...How much that i really want to see them now.
Because of the song, my life become colourful again. But still have a small black colour. A colour that i want have a friend, just one true friend.
Can that wish become true? Can it be possible?
God...please hear my pray and my wish...
Autumn is come.
I just read a book while listen the song. Then...i hear someone knock the door. It's someone unfamiliar. Maybe the new neighbor...
The robot maid lead the people to meet me. Because i live alone in here. Just me.
They smiling at me and put a welcomes food on the table. But i saw a boy about have a same age as me doesn't smile to me like this people.
"hello, young girl...we are a new neighbor of you. My name is Hitsugaya Mikoto and this is my husband Hitsugaya Haruka and my only child, Hitsugaya Toushiro. I already heard about your parents. I'm really sorry...but we gladly help you anytime. We didn't bother. So don't mind to call us okay?" said Mikoto to me.
I'm just smile a little and nodded to them. Both of them was so happy and hug me like my parents always do to me. It caught me shock. I almost let my tears out but i can handle it.
"hei Toushiro come here! meet your new friend!"
I almost forgot. They have a some rare hair colour and beautiful eyes. This person...have a white hair and Turquoise eyes. It's so beautiful. and he was quite handsome too.
Toushiro let out a hands.
"Hitsugaya Toushiro"
I gladly taken his hand and shaking it with a smile too.
"I am Hinamori Momo...nice to meet you...Hitsugaya-kun..."
Our eyes meet at this moment. I feel so happy now that god hear my pray...
I hope i can be a good friend to him.
Until i sleep forever.
