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Hey guy's, hows you all? Fine i suppose?
Well first of all,
A very big THANK YOU to Pwincex ANGEL, Salja, Shalu, Rahul, minimickey951 (awww, very cute username dear), 93, D, DADA, Aditya rajat fan (ahan, rare reviewer, thank you so much yaar), BT (OH! yeh kaun hai? seeing from last comment it's pakka mao, ;), abh BUNNI kitna shareef hai you know na ;), thank you so much for reading it mao), cid daya abhi fan, nilisha, meera, shruti, issu26 and a big thank you to all the guests too for reading liking and reviewing on RIDING ON A SLEIGH. hmmm...i really missed some regular reviewers this time.
Now guys, pata nahi i just felt i should post this story although already i told my friends who read it that i am not interested in posting it. But since i am going on a LONG BREAK after this and even i don't know how long it will be...i decided to give it a shot.
So, Now guys i am here again with a 2 shot story based around two cid episodes, about that i will you tell you below.
The following story is completely based on writer POV and is not related to any happening in reality (show).
It is based around two CID Episodes SANKATKAAL 2 (submarine episode) and a recent episode LIFT TO DEATH, with maximum portion committed to Sankatkaal 2 happenings, Basically the last bit or only few dialogues ruined by FW completely.
If any word, scene, dialogue or character or anything hurts any fan or reader feelings i am really sorry beforehand.
last, i hope you enjoy it.
~/~UnDeliBerate WorDs~/~
You made an excuse that what all you said was undeliberate,
But even the undeliberate words of yours had a meaning for someone.
Accelerator was pressed softly and the gear smoothly changed to allow a smooth fast ride to create less problem for both the passengers and yet to cover the long distance in short time. One of the two passengers in between these changes, with a soft smile wrapped a call after assuring someone as…
" jee sir…(hearing something from other side a soft smile appeared on his face as he said again) mera haath bhi theek hai sir…(hearing some more comments and advices with smile and at last ended the call with) jee sir hum log khyaal rakhenge apna… aap log bhi apna khyaal rakhiyega…Good night sir take care."
Hearing same from other side he silently detached the phone and kept it back inside his pocket facing little difficulty as his other hand movement was completely restricted due to a sling tied around it. The man on steering wheel saw him struggling and shaking his head in disappointment just said…
" Abhijeet mobile dashboard per rakh dona…"
Abhijeet looked towards his side still trying to get the mobile inside his jeans pocket and in that his injured hand got a jerk resulting in a low scream coming out from his mouth. He grabbed his arm tightly to ease the pain while the man sitting beside him looked at him with concerned eyes but said in taunting tone… " hogaya na pain…(abhijeet feeling irritated, his friend while again turning towards road) karo apne man ki aur…"
Abhijeet jerking his head and now removed his hand from his arm after feeling the pain subsided and just said… " Daya gaadi pehle medical shop per rok dena..."
Daya shaking his head and asked his buddy in irritated tone… " abh kya hua hai…?"
Abhijeet shrugged without paying attention to that question with… " kuch nahi…"
Daya was already feeling the silence and anger of his buddy over himself and he knew the reason well too but the reason for him didn't seemed valid so he just added more… " maine kuch galat nahi kaha tha…"
Abhijeet didn't responded to that irritating DAYA more who added further to clear his point…
" haan bas tareeka galat tha…(low tone) shayad..."
The silence in return from the man beside him made him engross himself in that silence too and the rest journey was covered by both in same phase.
Daya finally halted the vehicle in the parking and after closing all windows and switching off the head lights while taking out the key, he too moved outside to support his buddy who was already out feeling little pain in his arm. Daya silently walked besides him supporting him with only his presence and not physically as he knew the irritation and anger of his buddy well. Opening the main door both moved inside while Abhijeet moved to couch and Daya towards kitchen with the medicine bag in his hands. He was back with a glass of water and a capsule in his hands which he forwarded silently to Abhijeet. Abhijeet looked towards him in confusion which Daya cleared as… " Salunkhe sir ne kaha tha yeh wali khane se pehle leni hai…"
Abhijeet nodded and took the medicine without further argument. Daya picked up the glass while asking already knowing the answer… " main shoes utar doon?"
Abhijeet silently shook his head in "NO" and Daya moved towards kitchen to keep the glass and then towards his room with saying… " main fresh hokar aata hun..."
Daya moved inside his room while Abhjeet took a deep breath while attaching his head with head rest and remembering the soft tone which his senior had used while requesting him as… " Abhijeet usspe gussa nahi karna…". He closed his eyes as hearing another distant voice having same characteristics but different emotions…
"daya ko maut ke muh mei chodke khud apni jaan bacha kar aagaye?"
"tumhare rehte yeh kaise ho gaya abhijeet?"
Here Daya after changing came out of his room and was directly heading towards kitchen to prepare something for both when saw a shadow sitting silently on couch in living room. He turned his gaze towards the shadow and noticing the tightly pressed eyelids of his friend sighed deeply as he remembered the incident in bureau which took place after the case got solved...
The whole team was having some funny conversation regarding PANKAJ's hero act who for the 10th time was narrating the whole incident adding in the 10th spice, every time the story different from previous one. All were pulling his leg and giving funny comments in between seeing his excitement to narrate the same to ACP sir who was not there yet.
After 15 minutes Acp sir entered inside talking to someone on phone which ended as soon as he entered the bureau, he put his cell off and after seeing all in smiling happy mood asked with smile… " lagta hai pankaj koi joke suna raha hai..kyun?"
Everybody's gaze turned towards him and Pankaj sprang up like he had spring on his seat and reached ACP sir with…
" sir joke nahi…(proudly) main toh sabhko apni bahaduri ka kissa suna raha tha…"
Acp sir asked in shocking smiling tone… " KYA?"
Pankaj nodded enthusiastically and again started narrating his story but this time everyone else adding TADKA in between making PANKAJ embarrassed. TRIO were enjoying whole with big smiles and at end all really couldn't control their laughing blaster when…
Sachin said further after winking towards others… " aur sir PANKAJ keh raha tha ki usse ACP hona Chahiye tha..."
All cracked up a bit as seeing PANKAJ nodding enthusiastically but stopped after hearing…
Acp sir (in angry tone)- kya Pankaj tumne aisa kaha?
Pankaj was confused, he first nodded hurriedly and then again shaking his head with stammering… " na..nahi sir…mai…main bhala aisa kyun…(asking freddy sir) haina freddy sir maine toh aisa kuch bhi…(in anger to sachin) sachin sir aap bhi kya keh rahe hain…
He looked towards both with pleading gazes. Acp sir also looked towards both and a smile coming over his face breaking everyone's stiffed laughter now. Pankaj feeling embarrassed but then started smiling with team too. Acp sir patted his back proudly with… " bahot acha kaam kiya Pankaj…Good work". A proud broad smile coming over Pankaj's face enjoyed by all.
Acp sir after that turned towards DUO who were also standing now like everyone else to greet ACP sir. He asked them softly… " Abhijeet, daya tum log theek ho?"
Both of them nodded with assuring smiles. Acp sir again to both… " tum log ghar chale jaao jana chaho toh…bureau mein kuch aisa kaam bhi nahi hai..."
Freddy said while nodding in agreement… " sir hum log bhi yahi keh rahe hain kabse magar dono mana kar rahe hain…"
Abhijeet softly… " sir hum log theek hain..yeh toh…
Acp sir while moving towards his cabin, shaking his head in smile… " bas choti si chotein hain theek ho jayengi..."
Both feeling embarrassed so now kept their mouth shut while everyone smiling and now finally all headed to work again.
Daya was continuously glancing towards Abhijeet seeing him trying to read a file but facing difficulty in turning pages due to his hand restricted movement. He was feeling angry, irritated as well as sad towards his brother stubbornness and towards himself too because he was feeling really guilty that why he allowed ABHIJEET to go inside the falling elevator even though he was aware of the consequences. Although he is also aware that the KID's life was more important at that time but still somewhere in his heart he was feeling fear that what If something bad had happened? Finally sighing he stood up as now seeing Abhijeet pressing his arm in pain so moved towards his desk and order simply…
" BOSS chalo main tumhe ghar chod aata hun…"
Abhijeet looked towards daya and then again turned his attention towards file with… " daya maine kaha tha na main theek hun, (softly) choti si chot hai yaar...(relaxed tone) kuch nahi hota…tum jaao kaam…
Daya irritatedly interrupted his buddy with… " aur joh tum itni der se (imitating abhijeet pain in voice as) SI SI kar rahe ho…haan…(again ordering ) boss chalo nahi hoga aise kaam bhi…(softly) doctor sahab ne rest dene ko kaha hai…"
Abhijeet was smiling as he only hearing that "SI SI" in between his work. Daya feeling angry now after getting no reply and only a sweet smile from his brother. He said to him in angry voice… " boss…"
Abhijeet calmly replied to his brother as… " hmmm… ?". Daya again… " main itni der se yahan khara hoke bole jaa raha hun aur tum hoki…(saying in flow in complete angry tone now) ek toh meri samajh nahi aata ki har waqt yeh hero panti dikhane ka kya shauk hai tumhe…abhi bhi wahi kar rahe ho aur wahan bhi kud gaye the uss LIFT mein…(abhijeet looking towards him and feeling others smiling caring eyes towards both which turned back again towards their work and he sighed feeling disappointed about his brother complaint or anger while daya continued now feeling irritation over himself) aur ek main pagal jissne bina soche tumhe jaane ke liye bhi haan kardiya tha..(in worried tone) agar jyada kuch hojata toh?"
Abhijeet looked towards him in shock as he can't get the reason behind that sudden confession, he just said softly to his bro… " DAYA uss samaye uss bache ko bachana jyada jarrori tha na humare liye…(strong tone) tu mana bhi karta main phir bhi jata hi na ander…(daya wanted to interrupt but abhijeet said strongly again) daya aage koi baat nahi..aur yeh bitha lo apne dimaag mein ki tumhari koi galti nahi thi samjhe…tum bhi na Daya…
Acp sir who was coming out from cabin after seeing all focus towards DUO now asked after hearing that as… " kya galti nahi thi ABHIJEET aur kiski ?"
Abhijeet looked in Acp sir's direction and stood up with telling in disappointed tone while eyeing his brother… " sir kuch nahi bas…(teasingly) sahab ko daura padha hai phirse…". All really smiling over that tease while daya only standing with down head feeling angry and guilty. He didn't liked that tease from his brother right now but said nothing due to ACP sir presence as now his brain reminding him about something else….an experience he knew turned much more painful for his brother than this one has for him. Acp sir looked smilingly towards Daya and asked in shocked naughty tone… " kya phir se?". Daya turned his head up to look towards ACP sir hearing that naughty tone but his eyes were only silent and contained an unknown complaint in them which didn't go unnoticed by ACP sir making him feel confused.
He wanted to ask about that to DAYA but at that time his phone ringing so he moved aside to take it while ABHIJEET who was also confused with that silent reaction of daya glanced towards him but only found his gaze downwards so said nothing else feeling that his brother was just being emotional.
Acp sir returned after cutting the call with a nod and telling Abhijeet while eyeing Daya as,
" Abhijeet mujhe abhi zara kaam se jana hai tum log apna kaam khatam karke nikal jana mera wait nahi karna…theek hai…" .
Abhijeet nodded with asking " sir koi pareshani ki baat toh nahi?". Acp sir softly… " Nahi Abhijeet sabh theek hai…bas chota sa kaam hai..". Abhijeet nodded assuring after that while Acp sir glancing towards DAYA noticed by Abhijeet who nodded after meeting with ACP sir's gaze about handling daya after going home. Acp sir feeling comfortable but still that complaint in daya's eyes a question mark for him making him feel odd but he kept that aside for now and jerking his head a little nodded towards others and wanted to leave the bureau but...
He stopped hearing ...
" SIR…(the stretched tone made him turn back towards daya who continued again) aapko nahi lagta maine galat kiya?". Abhijeet feeling irritated with that sudden question so said to daya in warning tone… " DAYA…". Acp sir who was already feeling something going inside daya stopped his right hand man with... " Abhijeet..." who turned his head towards him and wanted to say something but receiving a calm nod from Acp sir about daya stopped in middle. Acp sir answered in calm tone while fixing his gaze over daya who was also looking towards him… " kya galat kiya daya?"
Daya with silence in his eyes while looking straightly towards ACP sir answered… " sir yahi…Abhijeet ko uss lift mein jaane deke…". Abhijeet again wanted to interrupt over that pointless issue but ACP sir answered again in soft tone… " Daya agar tum logon ke paas aur koi chara hota toh mujhe yakeen hai tum aisa nahi karte...?". Daya smiled softly looking in his seniors eyes and answered after few minutes in strong teasing tone…. " sir yeh bharosa aapko abhijeet per nahi tha ?"
ACP sir first feeling confused but when the realization about the incident sinking within him he realized what daya brought out so suddenly after staying silent for so many months.
Now both the hearts easily got the meaning of that single sentence and both pairs of eyes now changing their focus as the ones with more experience and slight guilt turning towards the other ones which simply turned with pain and shock towards their soul. Abhijeet's eyes were focused on DAYA while ACP sir who again felt that guilt of saying something like that to one of those officers of his he himself though never calling as his elder son but unknowingly giving all rights of being the one , now looking towards that son's face seeing only a dark painful shade.
Daya looked towards his buddy and after seeing his eyes having a reddish tinge behind the dark brown ball with only silence feeling his mistake but before he said anything or trying to have focus of those eyes to apologize or making him understand that effort, he lost the connection as the man surrendering and moving back to his chair without a word. Acp sir shifted his gaze from both and left the place to not to bury DAYA in more guilt and ABHIJEET in more pain while he himself liked to share that guilt with himself only.
He opened his eyes hearing a low painful scream so turned his attention towards Abhijeet who was trying to get his shoes off and in that facing problem. Daya sighed and silently moved forward to help and without asking Abhijeet sat down on his knees and started taking his shoes off as he knew well that if he would have asked his buddy would just say " NO" while without asking it's easier to do such things.
Abhijeet was looking towards Daya with a silent gaze and in that remembered how daya had reacted when he came to knew about Acp sir's comment from Nikhil during his stay in hospital...
Abhijeet entered inside the hospital building as receiving a call from Freddy and Nikhil few minutes back, who were there with DAYA and had asked him to come instantly. He was worried about this sudden call as in morning time when he was here to meet daya he had seemed absolutely fine and somehow Abhijeet could guess the present scenario easily knowing about FREDDY's sensitivity towards both of them and Nikhil nature too. Also already he knew that DAYA must have noticed some change in him too which must have paved way for suspicion for him.
Jerking his head he moved forward and when turning towards corridor where daya's room was, noticed Freddy and Nikhil standing outside the room easily confirming him about the present scenario. He reached there and only asked both in calm voice… " Bata diya?". Freddy turned his head down in silence as abhijeet's silent gaze fell over him while Nikhil tried the path of justification as…
" sir woh daya sir ne hi…(seeing abhijeet's eyes over him so with down head now)…hume hume…woh…
Abhijeet softly interrupted him with… " kuch kaha toh nahi tum logon se?". Freddy looked at his face feeling the soft calm tone while NIKHIL who was now the focus of Abhijeet's eyes shook his head in NO. Abhijeet nodded and when turned his gaze towards freddy found himself the focus of those soft soothing eyes, he said nothing but averted his gaze with telling both… " tum log bureau ke liye nikal jao aur kuch khake jana…main dekh lunga daya ko…". Freddy nodded silently and signaled Nikhil to move who followed him. Abhjeet looked at them going and sighed knowing that freddy was one of those few capable of reading him from his eyes. He jerked his head and after preparing himself to face the upcoming scenario entered inside the room.
Here freddy sighed as he and Nikhil made their way to the hospital cafeteria. Nikhil looked at him and asked feeling his silence and tensed expressions… " freddy sir aap theek hain?". Freddy looked at him and smiled painfully though nodding with… " mujhe kya hua hai Nikhil…". Both of them settled on a table and after placing their order for tea and sandwiches Nikhil said again… " sir aap kaafi pareshaan lag rahe hain…sabh theek haina...?". Freddy's gaze was fixed over a meaningless point over the coffee table as he answered to Nikhil…
" sabh theek hai NIKHIL…(silently) ya kaho sabh theek dikhane ki koshish ho rahi hai…" Nikhil felt confused with that answer so asked again… " sir?". Freddy realizing the confused tone looked up and seeing nikhil's face just diverted the whole conversation as he didn't wanted to answer or explain anything further… " kuch nahi Nikhil…main keh raha tha (with smile) sabh theek hai...daya sir joh theek hogaye abh…".
Nikhil nodded while adding something silently, completely unexpected for freddy… " jee sir…(silent tone) magar Abhijeet sir nahi hua hain…ek baar phir ussi phase mein aagaye hain..."
Freddy looked at him and just to divert his mind answered smilingly… " arrey NIKHIL theek hain Abhijeet sir bhi…yeh sabh toh chalta rehta hai (softly) tum tension nahi lo…". Nikhil said while looking straightly towards freddy who had started to take sips of his tea to avoid the scenario… " sir…(sadly) aapko nahi lagta thoda mushkil hai?"
The sip stuck in his throat as he turned his eyes up to look at NIKHIL's face who after seeing freddy's silent wet eyes said while averting his gaze towards his tea cup… " itna toh hume bhi dikhta hai sir…mehsoos hota hai…". Freddy sighed listening that but didn't answered….there was actually no answer to this as it was just something exactly same to what they all had experienced and silently hidden within themselves after the case where abhijeet was accused by salunkhe sir. The next tea session was spent by both in silence and after that they left for bureau to allow their seniors to spend some time together.
Abhijeet entered inside the room and seeing daya getting ready as he was standing beside his bed wearing his chain and watch angrily with agitating fingers. Abhijeet sighed as he clearly understood about the storm going inside his buddy as he knew that somewhere may be his buddy was hurt more than him. Abhijeet jerking his head moved ahead and with saying in calm fresh tone… " arrey daya tayaar bhi hogaye tum…(in smile) chalo acha hai mujhe intezaar nahi karna padega abh jyada…"
Daya without paying any attention to him picked up his wallet from the table and started to move out from the room silently but hearing a soft call from his buddy stopped in his tracks completely…
"yaar…"
Daya didn't knew about what he said, expressed, or told his buddy. He was angry with him for not sharing the matter with him but he knew the reason behind that, he wanted to remove the hurt from his buddy mind and heart but he knew that his any efforts would never achieve the goal, he could support his buddy but that felt like he was doing nothing. He closed his eyes silently.
Abhijeet was silently standing waiting for daya to say anything but after finding him completely still he started in low silent tone…
" Daya yaar please…"
Daya opened his eyes and this time turned back. He was not very agitated and didn't shout over his buddy but only said silently framing a question still inside abhijeet's heart even in every team member's heart too…
" kitni baar ABHI?"
Abhijeet looked towards him silently feeling the pain in his tone and in his eyes too, he had no answer to that question and he didn't wanted one. He said to daya who was looking towards his eyes with silence…
" yaar daya kitni baar kya? (softly) yaar sir ko tumhari chinta ho rahi thi ...woh tensed the toh keh diya…(in slight smile) tum bhi na daya…(making fun now) kitni baar…"
Daya looked at him and without a word slwoly turned around to leave the room. Abhijeet too looked towards him as he was turning around after listening that and just sighed, he was really not interested to talk about this as somewhere he was just feeling himself tiring more and more and after every such incident the conversations that followed making him feel more hurt. He just moved ahead and tiredly sat over the stool present there as Daya left the room.
Daya moved out of the hospital and when wanted to hire a TAXI feeling himself just blank about his next destination so leaving the idea moved towards hospital's garden area and sat down over a bench silently. He was angry over ACP sir for saying something like that to abhijeet about whom the whole cid team was aware that he could never be selfish for himself and around HIM….may be he cannot. But this time he felt a hurtful anger too towards ACP sir and also an anger and guilt towards himself too as the whole situation was created around his own decision and... about him too. He closed his eyes and whispered to himself...
" kyun sir? Abhijeet hi kyun humesha…ek taraf aap usse har woh kaam karne ko kehte hain…har woh zimmedari dete hain joh shayad ek baap apne bete ko de...ya joh aap sirf usse dete hain jisspe aapko sabse jada trust hai... aur dosri taraf aap…(painfully) usse yeh kehte hainki woh selfish hai…aapko usspar bharosa nahi…(hurt tone) usse ek baar mein bata dein sir ki woh kya hai aapke liye…kyunki aap usske liye bahot kuch hain sir…bahot kuch...woh abh bhi aapko hi sabse jyada izzat, samman deta hai…aapke liye woh kissi bhi had tak jaa sakta hai sir…(hurt smile) jaa bhi chuka hai...usse bata dein please…(closing his eyes) kyunki abh woh badalne laga hai sir…har baar woh aur chup aur shant ho jata hai…har baar usske andar kuch change aata hai sir...pechli baar hi woh itna khamosh hogaya tha…kisi ko dantta nahi tha kuch nahi…abki baar bhi huya hai sir…aur iss baar shayad kaheen jyada…woh khudko samjha toh leta hai sir…magar usske saath saath apne aapko thodha sa kho bhi deta hai…"
Yes it's something everyone around ABHIJEET noticing about him. He didn't expressed anything about his hurt, pain and disappointment but all clearly feeling the change in him after that incident as he turned more silent, speaking really less and specially when with ACP sir he was only nodding and mostly restraining to say anything, his eyes mostly not meeting anyone's. Freddy was the one to tell daya for the first time that abhijeet had stopped or was rarely scolding anyone. He did point out their mistakes and helped to correct those but didn't became angry any more. He was turning more soft and silent which feared daya as he was aware that though abhijeet never expressed his emotions but his anger mostly taken out his hurt and pain from his heart giving little sooth to him in between all the injuries his heart bearing alone. After Freddy, Daya hearing or feeling about same question or restlessness in everyone, yes they all feeling the changes in Abhijeet and even making efforts to bring him back too...but this another incident only giving oil in that fire of change which abhijeet was lighting within him...
hmmmm...
This time i don't know honestly what anyone of you reading may be thinking about this as may be different readers having different opinions, right?
Well guys the story is based completely on my point of view and if you don't agree with it you can freely leave the story or express your opinions, i don't mind.
and GUYS i don't mind CRITICAL reviews having criticism at all but what really disappoints me is that i am seeing mostly reviewers are commenting only AWESOME etc. what do i take meaning of that yaar?
I don't even come to know what you liked in the story and what you didn't?
Anyways guys i know what are time constraints in anyone's lives issliye i am not forcing any one of you to review BIG but please TRY if you have 5 minutes etc. OK.
I WILL UPDATE NEXT CHAPTER BY TOMORROW ONLY IF I GOT SUFFICIENT REVIEWS, hehehe...otherwise on FRIDAY for sure. yaar guys sorry but kuch toh i should have as an assurance right... ;)
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Again THANK you readers.
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