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Its only now, that he's been corrupted I fully appreciate the real Peeta, The man who loved me even when I was the worst, Even when I wanted to kill him he loved me, now he's gone and in a way, I am also gone. ~ Katniss
I watched through the glass ignoring everyone, the tubes sticking to his body like he was lab rat, My peeta lying there lifeless the only way I could know he was still alive was by staring at the small monitor beside him, beeping, Hope coursed through my veins every second that the monitor beeped, Maybe, just maybe My peeta will be okay.
"Katniss" Prim stood next me, she reached for my hand squeezing it, although I was older, she was stronger and much wiser than me, I loved her for that.
"Prim, do you think..." I stopped talking although wiser than me, prim my younger sister didn't need me to ask her weather peeta would be okay, not even she could tell me, Only time could.
"Katniss, Mother said he's doing better"
"He hasn't even woken up" I said with a soft voice, sobs threatening to escape in front of prim. Not Now Katniss wait until she is gone.
Prim squeezed my hand once more before she dropped it to leave I didn't even watch her go my eyes were glued to Peeta.
My peeta was lying there, still and its all my fault I should have done something sooner, I watched him lay there shirtless if you ignored the excessive amount of wires and tubes, you could see scars, that would never fade thanks to me and behind those scars hopefully peeta was there.
Watching him was begging to make me feel hopeless it has been a whole week he has been here in district 13 and nothing has changed it was dreadful.
7:00 was coming closer every second, I may have been excused for the week ignoring my daily schedule but dinner seemed to be one thing that at the moment I needed, whether I talked to anyone or sat by myself it actually sounded nice.
I let myself take one last look at peeta and the monitor beside him, surely I would be the first to know if anything changed, I walked away from the glass and towards the door leading me back to the outside world.
I reached the dinner hall at 7:00 exactly, I saw few people were looking at me most probably stealing glances as I was getting my food, I stood there debating whether I wanted to sit by myself or with Delly and gale I decided I had been by myself all week five minutes with delly and gale wouldn't kill me.
I sat at the table pretending to care about everyone nodding and eating as they talked to me until Delly asked me if I was okay first I just glared at her, thinking DON'T TALK TO ME! But eventually saying "fine" then getting up to go back to Peeta.
I walked to the hospital beds where, walking towards peeta's special room I could see Haymitch standing outside locking the door
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING! I NEED TO SEE PEETA"
" Katniss have you eaten, you should eat something"
"YES, I'VE EATEN NOW MOVE"
" Katniss, I can't let in, you haven't left for a whole week and..."
That was when i heard it the monitor the was beside peeta was going crazy i could hear my mother and prim trying to calm down someone who was yelling, fighting, and then hit me Peeta was yelling and fighting I ran towards the door begging haymitch to let me in, tears running down my face and then it was black, the last thing I saw was a women with a needle sticking it into my arm as Haymitch caught me when I fell.
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Bonnie :)
Fist Fanfic for hunger games...Any good? Want more chapters... REVIEW PLEASE good and bad criticism wanted. I know its short and I plan on there being many more chapters but please review. Thanks so much for reading.
