Lately I've been having some pretty intense dreams. These dreams are so real I wake up feeling sweaty, out of breath, and well, lets just say there's some sexual release involved. Needless to say, I haven't been complaining about those kinds of dreams, no, it's something else about them that's been upsetting me. Suddenly after ten years of knowing my best friend, I'm starting to dream about him sexually. You see I met him ten years ago when I was just a fifteen-year-old girl. He was an older guy, by far, but even though we were friends I kept our relationship a secret from my parents. What would they say if I told them I wanted to hang out with a guy who looked forty years old? Plus, there's just one more bothersome issue. See, my best friend is dead. Yep, he's a ghost. Not just any ghost, in fact he's the "Ghost with the Most." He's a powerful poltergeist who is over 600 years old. So, you can understand why I'd want to keep that from my parents and perhaps why it might bother me that suddenly my dreams have taken this sexual twist. I mean I can't have a real relationship and be sexual with a ghost. Can I? Suddenly I find myself thinking about him in a while new way. I find that I don't just want to "hang out" anymore, I want to really know him and do more than just watch movies and get into mischief. I want more… I know he's dead, I have weighed that in my brain for months now and I can't shake this uncontrollable urge that I just want to do so much more with him and to him…yeah, I said it. It does bother me, but I really want that stupid ghost, he's got a hold of my heart and I can't seem to break it. Funny thing is I don't think he even has a clue how I feel. I plan to tell him tonight. I'm nervous. That's usual for me. I'm not scared of anything creepy, ad a matter of fact I love everything creepy, not scared at all, but this, telling him how I feel, what I've been dreaming, that scares me to death. I'm not even sure why I'm scared, I guess I just don't want to lose the one real friend I have if he doesn't feel the same way. Oh, it's almost time for me to summon him, better get to it. Wish me luck!
