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Hi guys! This is my first Inu Yasha fic so please be nice. Please send me any comments, suggestions or anything that can help me out with my fic writing. Thanx I'm a big Inu Yasha and Kagome fan and I know most/some of you guys are but unfortunately this one is not about them! So sorry!

On with the story............................

Chapter 1: Heartbreak

She was walking through the forest thinking she might find him, but what she would find would be heartbreaking. As she headed for a clearing, she saw two figures facing each other. She walked up close enough to see but not far enough to be seen. She was about to call out to him but stopped abruptly at the scene that was unfolding in front of her very eyes. They were now kissing. A very passionate kiss under the summer moon in the cool breeze. A kiss that had been waiting for about fifty years now. She didn't know what to think or do. She stood frozen. All she could do was just stare and not think coherent thoughts.

She quickly turned around, her back facing them and covered her mouth with her hand. She thought 'How stupid am I? She was the one he loved all along, so why was I stupid enough to believe that I had a chance with him? I'm so stupid!' She turned and looked at them and tried to contain her tears. She silently told herself not to cry. She placed her hands at her sides and balled them into fists. She felt like screaming. Oh how she hated this scene. She only wished she was in the place of that bitch.

'Why did she have to come back? Why couldn't she just stay dead like all the other dead people in the world? Why was she so special that she had to come back? What was so special about her anyway? Why couldn't she just go away and never come back?!' she thought with a burning hatred for this undead wench. Then all of a sudden something snapped in her head. 'Why am I thinking like this? I don't think like this. What is wrong with me? I just can't believe this is happening to me. I gave him my love, my heart and this is how he repays me?! By leaving me for this SLUT!' she was furious by now and shook with anger but she willed herself to calm down. When she was finally calm she whispered "I love you" to him hoping and and not hoping he would hear her. Then she turned and ran, being careful not to make very loud noises.

When she came upon another clearing, she fell to her knees still willing herself not to cry, but try as she might, she could not stop the tears from falling down her cheeks to the forest's floor. "It hurts so much" she whispered to no one in particular. Then, she straighten up and wiped the tears form her face. "I have to make a decision" she said sternly to herself. "Either I find the Shikon shards by myself and when it is whole i'll use it's powers to erase him and this place from my memories forever or stay here and watch him love that witch and not me. Either way it'll be painful." She thought about her decision and the finally decided that "I guess it would be easier to find the shards on my own than watch him love that whore." With her decision made she made her way through the night and back to the camp.

When she got there everyone was asleep but Inu Yasha and Kikyou were nowhere in sight. She sighed and headed over to her back pack to get her things together. She packed her belongings into her over sized back pack and walked over to see her friends for what she hoped would not be the last time. As she walked over to Sango and Miroku she saw that the two of them were unconsciously snuggling and a little smile crept onto her face. 'They don't even know what's right in front of them' she thought. Then she walked over to Shippou. The little smile faded as she looked down upon her cute innocent friend. "I'm so sorry Shippou" she whispered making sure that she was not too loud for any of them to hear her. She then bent down and kissed him softly on his cheek. A single tear slipped from her eyes and dropped onto his face. He stirred a bit but did not wake up for if he did her chances of leaving would be very slim. She then got up and slung her back pack onto her shoulders and started walking but stopped only once to look back at her oh so caring friends and tears started flowing again.

So what do u think? Good? Bad? Needs More Work? Well whatever you think just tell me it and maybe i could do something about it. N E wayz chapter 2 is already finished but i'm waiting to get enough reviews to post it. Well byez for now!